Once rejected now accepted

Second chances

Unable to help the feeling of my heart possibly being shattered again, I’m cautious about having a conversation with Ash, but I know that I have to. So Ash and I head to the alphas office to talk, after stepping into the office it looks exactly the way his father always kept it. Just how it was the day I left, I’m not sure how I feel about all of the memories fludding into my mind at once but I have to keep my composure, I can’t let anyone here see any weakness in me or I will just be the same girl I was when I left. 

“Midnight.... midnight, I’m so sorry I don’t even know what to say.” Ash has a look on his face that I recognize as shame, he really must have grown up to be able to say that. “The way you were treated when you were here, it wasn’t right and I took part in that, so for all the things I did to you I am sorry.” How sweet he had the courage to apologize not only for everything but for the fact that he participated in some of the things that happened to me.

”Ash you don’t need to be sorry, I got your letter after your father died I know that you are sorry for what happened to me. I have forgiven everyone for the way I was treated, if I hadn’t my pack would have turned you down and you wouldn’t be getting any help, not from the best pack in the courts anyway.” I’m so confident in what I’m saying that I know it’s true it just took me saying it to believe it. “Ash do you have any questions for me, any at all?”

Ashes face is bright red now and I can tell he’s trying to avoid any questions about me. Obviously that fails because his first question is all about me. “We’re you treated well over the last five years?” I nod as an answer, so he goes to his next question. “Did you ever plan on getting in touch with us again?” This one catches my attention and makes me think for a moment, did I well yes just not in person, so I nod again. He continues with so many more questions that by the time he comes over towards where I am and looks me in the eyes I feel like I have been here for hours, honestly I could have been but I wasn’t. Ash sits down in front of me still looking into my eyes as he starts to speak. “Midnight, would... would you ever give me a chance to fix what I have broken, to take you in my arms, make you my Luna, hold you every day, and never let you out of my sight again. Is there any way that could happen?”

 I’m shocked I was not expecting that, for this answer I’m really going to have to think about it for a minute. So we sit in silence as I ponder the question he asked me, knowing well that my wolf wanted this now, but knowing that I needed to still learn who this person in front of me is. He’s not the same as when I left so if we start this slow it could give me time to contemplate what could happen. I’ve been thinking for far to long, the look in his eyes is a look of pain he didn’t expect me to have to think about it he wanted me to have an answer right off the bat.

” I think over timeThis could possibly work it’ll take a lot of work on your end I won’t just take it back like you expect I want you to work for it I want you to prove to me that you have changed and I want to see it I want to see the change I don’t want to be sitting like a schoolgirl waiting for prints to come and rescue her. We can start off as friends and see where it goes from there but I will not I promise you this I will not let what happened to me before happen again I will not be broken not the way I was when I left her I hope you can respect that.”He looks so happy that I’m even considering it.

”We’ll that’s honestly better than I would have expected knowing that I hurt you in more ways than one has been killing me for years.” He pauses eyes still not leaving me, “Well with that settled I think we should go find your pack and show you all to your rooms.”