Bad Girl and Her Good Boy

Chapter 12

Jalasia POV

As we pull up in the parking space mom kills the engine while I unbuckle my seat belt trying to get out, but she locks the doors and I look at her wondering what the hell she has going on

"Jalasia do you hate us? Your father and I?" Mom asks which doesn't surprise me, but it makes me wonder why is she asking me now so randomly

"I don't hate anyone what I don't like is how father is the bigger sinner in the church, yet he wants us to obey the bible and preaches the word to other people I understand we're all... sinners, but what's the point about preaching and talking about having an honest relationship with God when you still doing the same thing?" I ask her and mom sits there quietly

"In the bible God says let thee who has never sinned cast the first stone, yet my father is bashing the l***q community that is not how you lead someone in the right direction by bashing them, judging people who have s*x before marriage like what does it matter at this point he sounds like a hypocrite because he had s*x before married you." I said and my mother gasps and gives me an angry look

"How did you know about that?" Mother interrogates me and I sigh knowing I was about to hear an argument as soon as we got in the door

"Mom I heard him talking to Kobie about 'reaching manhood'." I said doing air quotes as I go on

"I heard dad mention you and him having s*x before y'all tied the knot and you were pregnant with Jermaine." I said and my mother stares at me with intense as eyes which she does to my siblings when they lying about something

"Mom I'm not lying." I said and she sighs unlocking the doors and I get out and unlocks the trunk giving me access to get my school things out I sit everything by the door and I close the trunk seeing my mother looking in a daze

I wanted to ask was she okay, but I felt it'd be best if I just take my ass in the house and let her and my dad talk about the s**t

I grab my personal house key out my purse

The house key dad refused to let me have since somewhere in his sicko mind I'd bring a guy in the house and let him screw me

Its sad my own dad thinks I'm a harlot, but I'm use to his judgmental ways and that is why we don't have a close relationship now

I open the door letting myself in seeing all my siblings in the living room, I blow out air of annoyance knowing they was about to start some s**t with me

"Little miss sleazy is back did you go to that weird store Hot Topic?" Kobie asks and the rest giggle I just opt to ignore him because if I try to fight him or say something back to him the rest of them will step in

I just quietly grab all my bags not wanting to come back down here and haul ass to my room so I don't have to see them or our father

Once I successfully make it to my room I close and lock my door, I drop my bags on floor near my bed, and change into a big t-shirt slipping into bed and think about Blake