Damian
When Daniel finally drifted off in his crib, River and I retreated to our room. River and I showered together, and it was surreal, to say the least. There was nothing sexua.l going on between us right then. I could see how exhausted River was, not to mention how uncomfortable he was in his body. I can’t deny that he’s a fine-looking man, but it was strange for me, too. I’m so used to River being a female, even with a dic.k. But this felt strange for both of us.
I was proud of River for being brave enough to show me his body. He’s fit, full of muscle, and perfect in every way. But not once did River look at his own body. He kept his eyes firmly on me the whole time. I didn’t push him to look at himself. It’s not my place.
We got dressed in silence, and now, River is sitting on the
