Wolf Bound

8 - In the woods

****Steamy scene ahead!****

River

I didn’t know se.x could be this good. Goddess, Damian has fucke.d and made love to me more times than I can count over the past few days. We’ve been in almost every position imaginable. We’ve fucke.d on every surface in the cabin including the shower and over the kitchen cabinets.

Right now, Damian is inside of me. I’m riding him reverse cowgirl, right here in the forest.

How did we get out here?

We were getting hot and heavy in the kitchen, naked, hard and wanting each other desperately. Goddess, we haven't been dressed in days. Damian said it was pointless getting dressed when we would just be ripping each other’s clothes off every five minutes.

I was worried about Damian seeing my body when I’m not female everywhere. With clothes on, no one can tell I’m not a woman, but without, well, it’s obvious. Damian told me that I had nothing to worry about because everything about me turns him on, especially my dic.k. It made me laugh when Damian said I was his every fantasy come true. Of course, with Damian, I’m proud of my body. I have nothing to fear, I can just be myself.

I knew Damian loved me, even when we only saw one another in our dreams. He would hold me and tell me that I was the only thing that mattered to him. When I confessed that I was transgendered, I was terrified. I was because not everyone is accepting when it comes to people like me.

I had to be honest with Damian about how I truly was. I couldn’t allow him to believe I was entirely female when I wasn’t. There was fear inside of me that Damian would be disgusted and turn me away, but I needed to get the truth out. I couldn’t leave it until we met in the physical. That just wouldn’t have been right.

When I blurted out the truth, I couldn’t look at Damian. But he ever so gently took my face in his hands and forced me to look into his eyes. He smiled at me and told me that whoever I was I was perfect to him My heart burst with love for the man who has always seen me for just who I am inside.

When Damian grabbed my ass in the kitchen and told me he couldn’t get enough of me, I felt like playing. I bit my lower lip then ran, laughing as Damian chased me through the cabin. I ran out into the forest, but Damian soon caught me, holding my waist and spinning me around.

It took mere seconds before Damian was inside me. I didn’t need any stretching as I was still slack from our fuckin.g half an hour previous.

Goddess, I’m not going to be able to sit down for a month when this mating heat ends! But fuc.k if I don’t love the way Damian takes me. Nothing in the world could ever feel this good. It helps me forget what happened at the facility – for a little while at least.

How did I ever live without my mate?

Damian is who kept me going for the past almost eight years. Every time I saw him in my dreams, he gave me the strength to keep on fighting. For as long as I live, I will thank the Moon Goddess for giving Damian to me. Selene made me wait eight years, but I wouldn’t change anything because this right here was worth waiting for.

I groan while leaning my head back against Damian’s shoulder. “You fucke.d me senseless.”

Damian chuckles around a kiss to my bare shoulder. “You’re so hot, and I’m still so hard inside of you.” Damian slides his hands along my thighs, my stomach, over my breasts, and to my throat.

“Damian,”

“Turn around.”

My eyes roll, and I bite my lower lip in desire.

We just fucke.d hard on the forest floor, yet I can feel how hard Damian still is. His dic.k throbs inside my ass, and my coc.k is coming to life again.

I had no idea the mating heat would be this intense. I’m only grateful that no one is around to see us out in the open like this, though I have no doubt some have heard our cries of pleasure. From what Damian told me, it would be nothing new to his pack, or any pack, to be honest.

I know back home, we heard plenty of couples in heat, making love and fuckin.g through it. Though most stayed inside their homes, it’s not possible for anyone to be silent through something like this.

Goddess knows I never expected this to happen to me. After Damian made love to me inside the cabin – which was fuckin.g out of this world – I hadn’t expected the heat to hit me so hard. We’ve done nothing but eat, sleep very little, and fuc.k for the past few days. Damian takes me to heaven and back, and even though I’m exhausted most of the time, I can’t stop wanting him. Then, that happened in the kitchen, and I ran. But the second I stepped out of the door; Damian was on me like white on rice!

I lift slightly, but Damian grabs my hips and holds me still. “No, baby,”

I smile to myself, I know what he wants.

I twist in Damian’s lap. He grabs my left leg and swings it over his arm. I’m now straddling his waist, arms wrapped around his neck, and his coc.k still deep inside of me.

I watch Damian as he looks over my body, and I see such tenderness in his eyes. I never had any tenderness in the facility, not one kind word. It was nothing but put downs and pain. But with Damian, he gives me everything a girl could ever dream of and more.

“You’re so beautiful it stifles me.”

I lay my hand on Damian’s face, drawing his eyes to me. “I’ve never felt more beautiful than I do with you. I love you so much, Damian, and I don’t think you realize just how much.”

“I know, baby girl, because I love you just as much.” He tucks my hair behind my ear. “You are everything to me, River. Nothing in this world will ever take you from me again.”

I look into my mate’s eyes while smiling. Damian is my world, and I know that I’m his because I see it shining in his eyes.

Damian slams his mouth against mine, and I ride him as we kiss as if we'll die if we don’t.

I never thought that I could enjoy se.x the way I do with Damian. After everything I was put through at the facility I didn’t, but this is everything. We’re deeply in love, and it’s more than the mate bond. We had eight years to fall in love, and it doesn’t matter who says is isn’t possible because this is so very real. I don’t care that it was a dream, it was real to Damien and me. Goddess knows that I love this man with every part of me, and I know he loves me just the same.

Damian kisses along my jaw, my neck, and then licks my mate mark. I whimper with pleasure, which causes my ass to clench.

“Fuc.k!” Damian hisses before throwing his head back.

I lean in and lick his mark, causing him to moan and thrust upwards. His arms wrap around my waist, his hands then settle on my ass and spread my cheeks, opening me wider as he fuck.s me harder.

I’m losing my mind to the pleasure of it all, and I know Damian is too. I can feel the muscles in his arms shaking, so I push him onto his back.

I keep my hands on Damian’s chest as he watches me moving up and down, back and forth. My eyes roll when the tip of his coc.k nudges my prostate. Fuc.k, I’ll never get enough of this!

“That’s it, baby, fuc.k me. Fuc.k yourself on my coc.k.”

“Damian,” I groan his name with my eyes closed, eyeballs rolling behind my lids.

With one hand on my hip, Damian uses his right to grab the nape of my neck. I smile when he pulls me flush against his body, lips attacking mine.

Damian and I moan into each other’s mouths at the same time. Everything inside of me feels right with that moan, and I know Damian feels the same way.

Ever since we marked each other, we feel everything. When Damian is happy, I feel it, when he’s agitated, annoyed, or even horny, I feel it all. I know it’s the same for him because Damian hides nothing from me.

I press my forehead to Damien’s, my hand clasping his neck. “I’m gonna cu.m, Damian. I can’t hold it,” I whimper when he grabs my coc.k and starts to stroke.

“Cu.m for me, River. I’m right there with you, baby.”

I nod my head, sweat pouring out of me, and my toes curl as I cu.m, screaming my mates name. Damian holds me still and spills his seed deep inside of me on a roar.

I don’t know how long we’ve been lying here, but Damian is still inside of me, and I can barely open my eyes.

I smile when Damian kisses my head.

“I love you,” I mumble against the crease of his neck.

“I love you, too, baby, more than you could ever know.”

His words make me chuckle because I can feel through the mate bond how much Damian loves me. It makes me feel invincible.

When I used to dream about Damian, we had chemistry that was off the charts. Before I realized Damian was real, I used to wake up with a smile, wishing it could be true. Even when Saltan was in control, he’d tell me how our mate was out there somewhere just waiting for us.

When Selene came to Damian and me one night in our dream, and she told us that it was very real, I all but died of shock. But every night, we'd find each other, and we’d have so many adventures together. I knew even then that I loved Damian, I just never realized it would be this intense in real life.

Damian accepted me the way I am, no questions asked. It didn’t bother Damian that I identify as female yet still have a p***s. My mate sees me as who I am inside, regardless of biology.

My family accepted me for me, and Damian did while in our dreams. I was wrong to doubt him because I know that I mean everything to my mate, just as he does me.

I groan as Damian slips out of my body. He then hauls me to my feet by my hands, and I slam into his chest with a chuckle.

Damian pushes my hair out of my eyes with his fingertip. It makes me smile because my mate seems to have a fascination with touching my wavy hair. When he touches me there, I get such a sense of safety, as weird as that sounds.

“What’s wrong, handsome?” I ask because Damian seems lost looking at me.

“I’d die for you. You know that, right?”

I swallow hard. “Damian,”

He shakes his head. “You’re everything to me, River. It doesn’t matter that we’ve only been together in the physical for mere days. You’ve been in here,” He holds my hand over his heart. “For eight years. That’s how long we’ve really been together, River, and no matter what anyone says, nothing will ever change that for me.”

“Me either,” I answer honestly. I do because it’s true, it will always be true in our hearts.

My heart breaks a little when a tear slips from Damian’s eye.

I wipe it away with my thumb. “What’s wrong, sweetheart?”

With one hand on the back of my head, and the other gently cupping my face, Damian presses his forehead to mine.

“I’m so sorry that I couldn’t find you sooner and save you so much pain. It breaks my heart that you suffered so much, and I wasn’t there to protect you.”

I close my eyes and pray that Damian can’t and won’t read my mind right now. There are still things that I haven't told Damian, stuff I really should have before agreeing to this mateship. Goddess knows that I didn’t do it to be deceitful, I did it because I was scared, and needed Damian. It was selfish, and I hope that he can one day forgive me.

I don’t know what I’ll do if he doesn’t.

“Damian, please, none of what happened was your fault. You remember what Selene told us, that we’d find each other when the time was right? Perhaps I had to go through what I did in order to find you.

“I know it hurts, Damian. I know that it does. It hurts me too, but we’re together now, and I love you more than anything in this world. Nothing and no one will ever come close to what we have.”

Damian pulls away and smiles at me. “You’re so brave, River. After everything you’ve been through you’re still so loving, kind and compassionate. I love you, and I always will.”

I hope that’s true because I have a feeling that once I come clean, Damian may feel differently.

“Let’s go home, baby. I think you need to shower.”

I look down and myself, seeing how dirty I am after our lovemaking on the forest floor. I nod my head and let my mate lead me back to the cabin.

I have to tell Damian the truth, and today, it can’t wait any longer.