Zaccai
The pain of how she was responding to me was really hurtful and I could not even begin to understand how I was feeling. She was clear on what she was saying and did not want me in on her decisions. I felt really bad. Although nothing prepared me for her last sentence when she told me that I could not make her feel anything anymore. Hell, I have never experienced the pain of rejection before but with the stories I had grown on how it hurts, I would say that what she just said was similar to that. Zara obviously hated me.
Even Zade felt it. He had suddenly gone quiet and I could tell that he did not know what to say. He was hurting but at least now he might be able to see that I was not just shutting her out intentionally. It was all because of her actions with how she treated me.
