The Alpha Queen’s Four Kings

RAYA'S POV A bright light finds its way through the crack of my thick heavy set curtains right into my freaking eye balls. Block-out curtains my arse! Rolling over in my cushy covers I feel a weight draped over my waist and I reach my arm over to feel a lump beside me. Holy crackers. It's all coming back to me! The slight twinge in my nether region is a reminder too. I cannot believe it finally happened! Pulling back the covers of the said lump laying next to me, I feel my heart swell as I gaze apon my boyfriends loveliness. His blonde hair, his strong set featured face, butt-head, even has longer lashes than me! That's gotta be illegal right? Jude and I have been together 6months. Almost. We started dating mid year after he'd been pestering me to date him for whole of the 1st semester. I finally gave in, and I have to say I'm quite proud of holding out for as long as I did. Both in starting to date and last night finally doing "the deed". It was nothing like I thought it'd be. You know, expecting the sparks, fireworks, sweaty crazy can't get enough of you vibe. Don't get me wrong. It was very gentle and ummm well that's about it. Inhale, Exhale. It was also my first time. I don't even think Jude even noticed it was my first time. For the most popular dude in college you'd think he'd be more confident, but maybe that was also the alcohol. Maybe it's me?? Speaking of the handsome creature he's stiring and stretching, my eyes trail their way down from his stretched out fingers down his arms to his chest, abs, the blankets pulling away, oh hello! Good morning sir! I don't think his mini Jude, hm maybe the wrong term for his man bits, was that big last night...he rolls to his side facing me and slowly opens his deep chocolate eyes. As I lay there staring and smiling at his face, his eyes seem to adjust seeing me staring at him. "Good morning", I say to him, and it's like something registers in his brain as if he's seen me properly, his eyes shoot open wide in surprise and he sits up fast as lightning! Ok wasn't expecting that reaction, surely I don't look that offensive of a morning! Is my morning breath that bad? He suddenly tries to jump out of my bed sheets still tangled at his feet and falls flat on his face! A snort escapes me and I try my hardest not to laugh as I lean over to help him up he jerks away. Yep, definitely didn't imagine that. "Jude, are you OK?" Concern starts to creep in now. This isn't like him at all. He gives quick glance my way as he's fumbling around my room trying to find and put on his clothes. "Jude", He's still dressing, sitting on the edge of the bed now with shoes going on. Still not looking at me. "What's going on?" I ask him as I try to reach for his shoulder he quickly pulls away, stands up and looks at me, finally! "I'm sorry Raya, this never should have happened!" he's telling me as his hand is on my door handle, he opens the door and as he's walking out, he looks over his shoulder to me and says, "It was a massive mistake". And then he's gone. Doesn't even wait for a response. If I even had one to give him. I'm still sitting in the middle of my bed looking like a stunned mullet. What the actual flip just happened? Last night he told me he loved me. He said that he wanted to move with me to wherever I was going to get a job placement, once we graduated. I'm still sitting there with my gob wide open when Estelle walks into my room, she's looking over her shoulder into the hall, that leads to our front door, and turn to look at me as she's saying, " Babe, did Jude just leave? All I saw was a back walking out our front door!" as soon as she's turned and sees my face, she must know. Best friends just know don't they? She jumps straight onto the bed, puts a finger to my chin closing my gaping mouth and wraps her arms around me tightly. "He never deserved you Raya. Never." And like the bestie she is, she just sits there holding me while I process what just happened. I look up at her and she looks at me, "Es, I feel numb. What do I do? What do I say? I'm such a freaking i***t!!" SLAP! Her hand! Her dainty little girly hand, just connected with my face! What the actual eff?! My best friend just b***h slapped me!