Elizabeth's Pov
I cried my eyes out the entire night Winston spoke rashly to me. I wasn't angry with him, but I was frustrated with the fact that I couldn't love him only as my mate. I still had to get Darius entangled in my feelings.
"Why is this so difficult?" I sobbed into my pillow.
I closed my eyes and pictured Winston's face. His kind, loving eyes that always made me feel safe. His strong, protective arms that always held me close. I knew I loved him, and I knew he loved me too but I had hurt him. I had hurt him with the hardest way of life. I had fallen in love with someone else and I most times show more care to Darius than to him. Was I wrong for doing so?
Not like I wanted to care for Darius the most but because Winston was more powerful and I was scared I would lose him. I
