a dream come true

My name is Merlin I love playing tennis, reading books, and watching drama. my dream is to become the best writer and a CEO of my foundation and of cause a mother and wife too but this has not been easy for me. I kept on striving for my carrier which has not prevailed not changing the more I search for a green pasture deeper I dive into the dust cause the job I get are not well paying, struggling and believing that one-day things are going to change. kept on writing but with no inspiration which was like fetching water in a bucket with a hole whereby the more I fetch the more water is wasted, I am a guardian to my siblings because my mum and dad got divorced when I was still in high school whereby both of them moved on in different places with other partners living us all alone and that's when the responsibility came about and over my head, I didn't choose to be like this but I have no say to it though this part is the hectic one to handle still am hanging on and of cause, I love my family as I love myself this was the things as the firstborn you need to face thanks to God still striving n have never given up. We are seven in my family there is Dan who loves jokes and is always happy, Mary innocent and quiet girl, shimmy happy and always enjoys c*****g, dancing, and watching, Felix who acts mature, talks too much, and enjoys the most, Andrew he is small he enjoys dancing, reading and he is a man of a smile, there Joy talkative full of energy always she loves to dance and watching this digital thing it's like this things we do are part of our family even me as their leader has become more addicted to drama as part of me though I have to work hard for my family and as I have said before not a well-paying job. So it's like working for the mouth only with no savings. life has been unfair to me cause whatever I try to pursue was like taking a trip to heaven with no to prevail. Have been receiving emails from an unknown person who has never met and here I am reading this long love story wondering whom are they coming from