Enough

                                                                           Sasha As I start to pack, I think of all the bullshit he has put me through. I can’t believe he would do this to me, well I have had enough and I am leaving. I can’t wait until he gets home and sees what I have planned for him, he thinks we are having a romantic evening planned, well jokes on his ass. I packed the rest of my s**t, put them in my truck and drove it to my storage unit. I drove back to the house in time to get dressed and ready. I dropped my keys in the bowl I have on my table by the front door. Going in my big closet turning on the light, I look through my lingerie rack to figure out what to wear. Then my phone starts to ring. “Hello” “Girl, when you coming home, I just put Rain to sleep, it don’t take that long to pack, you been there since 9am. Its 8:30 now.” Tanya said  “Calm down, don’t worry  I’ll be  home by 10.” I said putting the phone on speaker and putting on the outfit I picked out.  “Whatever, you better tell me what happens in the morning or whenever you get here, if I am not sleep.” “Ok, see you when I get home.” I said hanging up the phone and putting my stilettos on. I walked over to my full size mirror in my closet, checking my self out one last time. I put on one of Shawn’s favorite red lace bra and matching panties. He says he loved to see all my curves, and how my fat ass pocked out my panties. A few minutes later I heard the alarm to his car go off. I flipped my hair, ran out my closet turning off my light and jumped on the bed. “Baby” He yelled while walking up the stairs “I am in the room.” “Baby I am so sorry. Court ran late and I couldn’t ---.” He said but stopped soon as he saw me. I got off the bed and started walking toward him. I really wanted to punch him in the face. I knew he wasn’t in court. He was at the strip club with his coworkers again, but that’s ok, I got something for his ass.   “It’s ok baby.” I said getting off the bed and putting my arms around his neck. He put his arms around me, slowly moving his hands down to my round ass, gripping it tight. He kisses me on the lips. “Damn babe, did you miss daddy that much.” He said while still gripping my ass. He slaps my ass so hard that it stung a little. “Damn daddy, I like that shit.” I said while biting down on my bottom lip. He picked me up and started walking me towards the bed. “Wait baby” he stops then looks at me. “What bae” “I want to try something new.”      “What?” He put me down, I walked over to the side of my bed, pulled some handcuffs out of my dresser. I started walking towards him slowly twirling the handcuffs on my finger.  “Aww so you want to get freaky tonight.” He said rubbing his hands together. “f**k me on the balcony.” I said kissing him on the lips. He tried to stop my kiss until. I started kissing his neck. He loves when I do that. I pulled him out side on the balcony. Kissing my way down to his d**k. I pulled his d**k out and started sucking on it, he couldn’t do nothing. He let out light moans while I was slowly sucking on the tip. I grabbed one of his hands and handcuffed him to the balcony.  “Why did you stop babe.” As I stood up to my feet, wiping my mouth. I couldn’t do anything but look at him. I was mad as hell. “What you looking at me like that. What’s wrong with you.” I walk in the closet to get the papers off my table.  “Sasha!! What are you doing. Un handcuff me now!” he says as I walk towards him slowly. “Sasha stop f*****g looking at me stupid and un handcuff me” “I want a divorce” I said done playing games with his ass. The look on his face when I said those words were priceless. “What the f**k did you just say” He said angerly.   “I want a divorce Shawn” I said throwing the papers the divorce papers and also some other papers. Shawn looks down at the papers. “You hired a detective on me?”  “Yes, and he followed you for week. Shawn, I cant believe how much women you have f****d in a whole week, I don’t even wanna know how many its been since we been together. I can’t believe you would leave me at home to f**k these bitches when you should be at home helping me raise our f*****g daughter!! But that’s ok Rain and I are leaving. I am done with your ass.” I said walking to my closet putting on my robe. “Sasha I am sorry baby. You are right, I should be home with you and rain, but those times when I said I was working late I was. We were just on business meetings –”  “Oh, you mean the business meetings at the strip club.” I said cutting him off. I walked over to the papers that I had threw down in front of him, picking up a picture of him and his coworker sitting in the V.I.P section, he had a stripper in his lap then another one of him walking to the back with her. “You mean these business meetings Shawn!!!!! THESE MEETINGS. Get the f**k out of here with that bullshit.” I was done talking at this point. I start walking towards the door, dropping the keys to the handcuffs by the door. As I walk down the stairs, I could hear him yelling my name. “SASHA, PLEASE COME BACK. I AM SORRY” I got in my truck and drove to Tanya old house, parked it in the drive way. I get out to get in my new range rover I just bought today. Now off to hear Tanya loud ass mouth, I hope she is sleep.                                                                              Shawn “Damn” I say to myself. I can’t believe she left me. Don’t get me wrong. I love Sasha, but I am not gonna give up on p***y. I love the p***y too much to only f**k one of them for the rest of my life. f**k that, I don’t care what you mutherfuckers got to say, you can put my 9 inch c**k down your throat b***h.  I look down and see a picture that looks like an ultra sound. I reach my foot out far enough to get it. Pull it toward me. “MUTHERFUCK” I yelled out loud. I looked down again there was a note next to the ultra sound picture. Look like someone had wrote Sasha. The more I looked at it the more I recognized the hand writing.  “I am gonna kill this b***h. She thinks she slick. Alexa call Chandra.” Just now realizing I had Alexa hooked up in my room. Good thing I did or I be stuck in this b***h. “Calling Chandra” Alexa said   “Hello” Chandra said, answering on the 3rd ring. “Chandra, I need you to come to my house” “What’s wrong? Are you ok?” She said sounding out of breath, like she rushing to put her shoes on. “Just bring your ass to my house. NOW s**t” I told Alexa to end the call. 45 minutes later I heard the door slowly open.  “Chandra” I asked “What? Where are you?”  “I am upstairs in the bedroom” I could hear her heels slowly clicking up the stairs. “Hurry up Chandra DAMN. MOVE YOUR ASS.” When she got in the room, she dropped her purse seeing my d**k out.   “Damn Shawn, I knew you had a big d**k, but hot damn not that damn big. Shit.” She said while licking her lips. “Chandra, I don’t have time for this. Get those keys that are next to your foot and come un-handcuff me.” She picked up the keys, un-handcuffs me. I picked up all the papers off the floor, walking to my closet while still looking through the papers. I read over the note that this b***h decided to write to Sasha. “Get out Chandra.” I said throwing all the papers down and looking for something to wear. “Really Shawn, you got a kid on the way and Sasha divorcing you. What the f**k! You bout to lose the best thing you have ever had.”  “Shut the f**k up Chandra. Just get the f**k out, I got s**t to handle and I ain’t got time dealin wit cho ass right now.” “Fine, See you tomorrow, Maybe. I might call in cause all your bullshit is making me sick.“ I watched her walk out the room then start putting on my shoes. I got my keys by the door and hoped in my car. I pulled my phone out dialing my bro kev. “Yo Kevin, violet at work today?” I put it on speaker as I started up my car.  “Naw she called in today, she said she wasn’t feeling good” “Ight” Hanging up, I sped out the driveway. Making it to her house in 15 minutes. I use my key to get in, slamming the door behind me.  “What the f**k is wrong with you. Coming in here slamming my damn door, like you pay bills in here.” She said getting off the couch walking in the kitchen to put a plate in the sink. I looked at this b***h like she was crazy and followed her into the kitchen, standing in the doorway. “b***h you must be stupid. I do pay bills in here” “Oh, you mean the hundred dollars you leave here and there. Mutherfucker I use that money to get my hair done. Get the f**k out here” She said waving her hands in my face, her long ass fake nails almost scratched my damn face. I am bout to f**k this b***h up. “f**k all that. The reason I came is, why the f**k you telling Sasha that you pregnant” “Cause I am Shawn” She said walking pasted me to sit on the couch. “What makes you think it’s mine” “Shawn you’re the only nigga that has f*****g keys to this mutherfucking house” “Annndddd. You f**k every nigga at the f*****g strip club. You have f****d most of my coworkers. It could be one of them.” “You think I would have sent her that ultra sound picture if I thought that maybe you weren’t the father. I am very sure that you are the mutherfucking father, cause I never f****d with your coworkers. I only gave them mutherfuckers head. So f**k you and get the f**k out” She said pointing to the door. “You lucky I don’t feel like arguing today. I got s**t to do. But best believe I will be back. And I want a DNA test.” I said walking to the door. “You can do whatever the f**k you want but when the test comes back that it is yours. You can be in its life or not I don’t care, but you will help some kind of way. Period” I opened the door and she stands up from the couch.  “Hold up” She said while I was opening the door. “What?” “Give me my keys back”  “No” “No?” “You heard what I said. No, this is my s**t. I pay the bills in here. If you don’t like that s**t then you get the f**k out” I said. “Oh really. Last time I checked my name is on this house and I pay the bills. You don’t pay s**t. So like I said give me my keys back.” s**t, she got me f****d up. I ain’t doing s**t. I walk out the door, slamming the door. This is far from over.                                                                                                                                            Sasha I pull up to Tanya’s house and for some reason I couldn’t get out the car. I am so pissed off at myself, I couldn’t believe I let this happen for so long. He was cheating on me all these years. I didn’t even know it. All those times he said he was working late or having business meetings or even saying he was out with Chandra going over things. I thought I was enough. I thought I was a good wife to him. Why would he want to cheat on someone like me. I know I wasn’t perfect. But at least I was good wife to him. Well, I thought I was. When we first met, I was in college getting my degree to become a nurse. He went to a different school but only came on our campus for the coffee. That’s what he said. s**t I didn’t think our coffee was that good but anyway we were at a party on campus, which they have every year before testing. While I was dancing with my roommate, It felt like someone was watching me. **************************************************** “Girl you got some eyes on you tonight” my roommate says. I turn around and when our eyes met it felt like fireworks were being let off right next to me. But after being heartbroken some many times by guys, I tried to ignore him. But that whole night his eyes were falling me around the room. When we were walking back to our dorm after the party, he tried to spit that game to me, but I wasn’t having it. Until one day he got my number from someone and started popping up places I was at. He kept asking me out, I finally just said yes. Now here we are in this bullshit with a two-year-old. Snapping out of my thoughts. I got out the car, knowing Tanya’s probably at the door waiting to hear what happened. I opened the door. “Thank you Jesus” I whispered to myself. Seeing Tanya and rain laying on the couch knocked out. They look so cute. I slowly walked upstairs to my room, that she has set up for me. I hopped in the shower, slip on my pajamas and got in the bed. I was so f*****g tired from all this bullshit. I am so ready to move on with my life. “ I, am glad your awake b***h. I need to know what happened last night. You lucky I fell asleep with rain or I would have got your ass before you could get out your car” Tanya said while fixing her hair in the mirror I have on my wall. “Where’s rain?” I said setting up, rubbing my eyes. “b***h……… she went with momma, its 2 a clock, you been in here sleep this whole time. I almost thought you was dead how long you been in here sleep.” “Damn it, good thing I took a few days off work for a while.” “So give me the tea. And I want the whole jug of tea, make sure its hot too girl.” She said sitting on the bed right next to me. “How did you tell him, I know you did something BIG” I started telling her everything that happened, not leaving out one thing. I even told her about the note that someone left on my car last week. While I went shopping. Saying their pregnant by Shawn and how far along she is. “ First, I want to beat that bitches ass. Whoever the f**k she is. Second, I am so proud of you, the handcuffs. I would have never thought of that. How the hell did you think of that.” She said giving me a high five. “You remember our song girl by destiny child?” “Oh s**t I forgot at the end when Kelly handcuffs her boyfriend to the balcony. Damn how could I forget.” She laughed. “So you know since momma has rain---” “No, no, no. I don’t feel like going out tonight” I said cutting her off and walking to the bathroom to take care of my hygiene. “Ok fine, not tonight. Then your definitely going with me next weekend, my boss is having his birthday party and I am not taking no for an answer. Your lucky I am not throwing you a singles party.” She said serious as hell. But this is something me and my friends made up a long time ago when we were going through break ups at the same time. A singles party is when one of the girls goes through a bad break up and you invite all the sexy single guys out to have your friend mingle with. Kind of like speed dating but you don’t have to date them. You just having fun. “Fine. But you lucky I don’t work on the weekends.” “Good, I am borrowing your flat iron, I gotta get ready for work. See you later. Love you.” She said walking out and shutting my door. I am so glad she left, she was starting get on my nerves. I hoped in the shower to get started with my day. While I was in the shower my phone kept ringing. I thought it was shawn. But I remebered that I bought a burner phone and gave my number to only a few people. When I got out, before I could put some clothes on, my phone was ringing again. I grabbed it off the night stand. “Hello” “Sasha, its Cindy. Your husband has been stopping by the hospital all day today, looking for you. What’s going on?” My boss asked “Really. What’s he saying?” “Giving people his number, telling them to call him when they see you and not to say anything to you about him being there.” “Hmm, ok.” “What’s going on.” “Just marriage problems. But now that I have you on the phone, I have to quit, I moved out of town with my best friend.” I lied. I did move in with my friend. But I am only a few hours away. Now that he is popping up at my job and asking for me I know I need to start a new life. I know he is rains father but until I can get my life together and know that he is not going to do anything to me, just to get me back. I have to quit. “Are you ok, do you need anything?” “No, no. I am fine, just marriage problems that I don’t want to talk bout, sorry I had to this to you.” “No its ok, I am just sad you had to go, you were one of my best workers. You never called in. you were always thirty minutes early. It breaks my heart but you will be missed. Well if you need anything don’t hesitate to call.” “I will Cindy. Thank you” “Anytime” she said before hanging up. I sit my phone on the dresser,  got dressed and headed to Tanya’s moms house. She lived about thirty minutes away from her house. “MOMMA” I yelled walking in the house. Tanya mom took me in when I was a freshman in high school. My mom decided to kick me out because she thought I was after her man. Even tho I was the one screaming GET OFF ME. While he was rapping me. Now my mom is in the streets hooking so she can make money to get crack. I’ve tried to help her many of times. But after putting her in rehab and she decided to leave I was done helping. I know she is my mother. But I cant help someone that doesn’t want my help in the first place. “Stop yelling I am in the kitchen” I walked in the kitchen and rain was sitting in her chair at the kiddy table, eating cookies. “What you doing eating cookies” I said tickling rain and kissing her cheek. “Mommy, stop. Nana gave me tookies” She said giggling while taking a bite of her cookie. Rain is six years old. Looks just like me but has her daddies eyes. “I see. Can you go upstairs and play for a minute, mommy needs to talk to nana.” “Ooookk mommy” She said skipping away. “Ooookk” Watching rain leave the room. I look at moms face and I can tell she knows exactly what I am bout to say. I wonder if Tanya called and told her, on her way to work. That girl cant hold water. Damn. “When did you leave him?” She said sitting down at the kitchen table. I sit next to her. “Damn mom can I get the s**t out first.” I said laughing. “Watch your mouth. You know I have taught you better then that.” Yes I know she is not my mom but she has taught me a lot. When she took me in she didn’t treat me any different then she did Tanya. We had curfews, there was absolutely no cussing in the house and of course we had to come straight home after school. I promised myself I would never be anything like my mother. I will protect my daughter better then she did, and especially I would never let a man put their hands on my daughter, I don’t give a f**k who it is. “Sorry, but last night, lets just say it was a lot. But hold up, how did you find out I left him. Tanya?” “No, he been calling me since noon today” I looked at her like what the f**k. “He been calling you since noon? Damn” “Watch your mouth, you know what since you and tanya are older and have jobs. I am gunna get me a swear jar. Both of you gonna have to put a dollar in it every time you cuss.” “Ma” “I am not playing, and I am going shopping with that money once it builds up. Me and rain.” “Anyways, what was he saying?” “You know since I had rain, I have been----” Before she could finish her sentence her phone started ringing. She looked down at her phone and chuckled. “Hello” she answered, putting the phone on speaker. “Hi Ms. Smith how are you doing today?” I shook my head, soon as I heard his voice. “I am fine Shawn, how are you?” “I am good” “That’s good. So what may I help you with” Momma said I was rolling my eyes. Like is he serious. “I was just calling to see if you heard from or seen Sasha” “Why are you asking? Have you done something to my daughter Shawn?” She said “No ma’am. We just got into a little argument. You know how your daughter is, any argument we have she runs away from” “Yes, I know how my daughter is, but I also know how you are too. And she doesn’t just run away from little petty arguments. So it had to be something big.” “What you mean, you know me too.” “You and I know that Sasha wouldn’t leave for no reason. So what happen?” I was trying so hard not to laugh at the way my mom was talking to Shawn. She was grillin his ass. “It was nothing to serious. You don’t need to worry” “Mhmm, all I know is that if you hurt my daughter or granddaughter your ass will be nailed to my wall” “Are you threatening me? You know I am a lawyer” “Haha you are a lawyer, huh. A dirty one. If you don’t want your friends to know what you do, then you do as I said, period” “You don’t know what your talking about old bird” my mom put her hand up, to let me know don’t you dare say nothin. Cause I know if I would of have said something he would track moms phone, come to her house and wait outside the house to follow me. “As the young people say I got my receipts. Try me if you want to. Have a good day” Mom hangs up. I look at her. “Now what the hell was that?” I said looking at her. “Nothing” “Come on mom, what is going on?” “Noo Sasha, you need to focus on rain and stay out of that relationship before you be sitting in a fire chair. I am not going to talk to you about it right now, maybe at another time.” She said and ran upstairs. Damn how the hell she know his ass is dirty. And if she knows about him, I wonder if she knows about Tanya and I work we used to do back in the day.