Bella
BEEP........ BEEP......... BEEP
Was the sound that woke me up, and let's not mention that it's the most annoying sound ever.
I slowly open my eyes trying to adjust with the light to find my body on a hospital bed.
Literally
Why the hell was my body on the bed, but the better question is, why am I not inside my body?
Is that even possible
I looked towards the bed that had my solid body resting on it. I tried to touch my body that was resting on the bed but my hands went through it.
Okay, this may be a nightmare, if I close my eyes and count till ten maybe I'll be back to my body.
I closed my eyes and started counting
1 .......... 2
3 ..........4
5 ..........6
7 ..........8
9 .........10
I opened my eyes and found myself in the same position, me standing and beside me on the bed is my solid body resting
I was panicking but yet searching for an answer about this entire thing, but my thoughts was cut of the moment I passed a mirror. I froze and walked in front of the mirror
I waved my hands once, twice but it's like I'm invisible which I guess you can say that I am since I couldn't see myself in the mirror
So maybe I'm like in those movies were my soul walks around and I jus......... what the hell am I saying? There are no such things as souls walking around, I mean in movies and books ya, but real life
Then what are you know? Because you sure aren't a normal person
Great, even when I'm half dead my head has to start acting smart
Okay so maybe there's..........
"No problem" someone said from outside the room. I walked fast towards the door and passed through it to find everyone standing outside the room. And by everyone I literally mean everyone.
"HELLO" I yelled but no answer came from them, they didn't even turn their heads towards me "HEY YOU DOCTOR" I yelled again but nothing. I walked towards Lucy and Tiana and found them crying "Why are you guys crying?" I ask but they don't answer
"Why didn't she tell me?" Lucy asked crying "Why didn't she tell us?" Tiana corrected her with a few tears rolling down her cheeks. They started crying more until Adam and Seth went to them
Adam hugged Tiana and Seth hugged Lucy.
Am I missing something............?
I walked back to my room and looked at my solid body and sighed.
This isn't a dream nor a nightmare. This is real. But how can I get back to my body, how can I tell them that I'm okay?
I slowly went and sat on the bed beside my solid body, staring at my bruised face, but suddenly the door's noise disturbed me and made me look up. It was.......
"Christopher" I whispered looking at his pale face, his eyes were puffy red and his hair was a mess. He walked slowly towards my bed and sat at the chair next to it.
"Hey" he whispered with a crack "Please wake up Bella and I'll explain everything" he said again and took my solid hand in his "Please Bella, I can't lose you, you're my everything. Without you I'm nothing" he said and gave my solid hand a squeeze
He bent his head and kissed my solid hands and that is when his tears started falling down his cheeks "I love you" he whispered to my solid hands, with more tears in his eyes "I love you, and I want you to wake up and have you in my arms" he said again with more tears
"Please" he begged "Please wake up" he begged again
I couldn't help but look at him with tears that filled my own eyes. I don't understand if he loved me why did he do all the things he did to me?
"I promise you the moment you wake up I'll tell you everything. I just want you to know that I never stopped loving you, that I never stopped loving us" he said "I just hope when I explain everything to you, it won't be too late" he whispered
He sniffed and slowly stood up and kissed the forehead of my solid body. Suddenly the door flew open and in came Justin, when he noticed Chris he froze in his place "Sorry man, I didn't know it was your time with her" Justin apologized "It's fine" Chris said
"I think I should go" Justin said and with that, he turned around "Wait" Chris half yelled "You want something?" Justin asked "I want to talk to you" Chris said and Justin nodded.
"I just want to tell you that I want us to be friends, for Bella's sake" Chris said "I don't have a problem with that, I'm sure we were friends before but you were just jealous" Justin joked with a small laugh trying to lighten up the mood "Ya I was" Chris whispered
His answer made Justin look at him with wide eyes "I mean you did get spend more time with her, and you got to have her in your arms, you got to hear her laugh, see her stunning smile and ......... and talk to her whenever you wanted" Chris said with tears filling her eyes
I turned my head and noticed Justin had few tears in his eyes as well. "I don't know why you broke up with her but I know that you still love her" Justin said softly "I do, I still love her, I mean I never stopped loving her" Chris answered
"I know that Bella still loves you, I mean maybe she kept denying it but I know she does" Justin said "But I think she likes you, I mean the way you both hang out, and laugh and hug and ........" but he was cut of with Justin's laugh
"You think Bella and I like each other?" Justin asked "Bella and I are best friends; she has been with me through all the problems that happened to me in the past two months. We both don't think of each other in that way" Justin ended and Chris sighed but said nothing
"You both love each other, and that's all you need man. Tell her when she wakes up" Justin said smiling "Thanks man, I never knew that you had a soft side" Chris said "Ya I think Bella passed me the sickness of being soft" Justin joked
"I think I should leave you with her. I'll come and see her tomorrow" Justin said and with that they did some bro hug and left.
After Justin left, Chris walked towards the bed and sat on the chair next to the bed.
"Come on Bella, open your beautiful blue eyes" he said kissing both of my closed eyes "Open your mouth to say how stupid I am" he said kissing my lips softly "Open you're............."
"Okay I want to talk to my cousin as well" Tiana said jumping inside the room. Chris slowly stood up and walked towards the door "Sure. I'm sorry" he apologized softly and she nodded.
Tiana and Lucy walked inside, closing the door behind them and sat on the chair that's next to the bed "Why will you do something like that Bella?" Tiana asked "We could have helped" Lucy said
A few minutes passed and none of them said anything. I slowly walked through the door to find Brandon and Cameron sitting outside, Brandon on the floor and Cameron beside him
"It's all my fault" Brandon said burying his head between his hands "If I was there to protect her, none of this would have happened" he said softly "This is all my fault" he whispered
"No, it's not Brandon" I said softly "This isn't your fault" I whispered and bent beside him "Don't ever think that" I said softly
"I should have been a better brother" he said "You're a great brother man, don't ever say that" Cameron said comforting him "Come let's get you something to drink man" Cameron said helping Brandon up and walked towards the Cafeteria together.
I sighed and was about to walk inside the room until I saw Chris standing with Adam and Seth "She'll be fine. She's very strong" Adam said and Seth nodded his head in agreement
"I love her" Chris said softly "We know, and she loves you too. Just wait for some time and she'll be up and she'll be better than before" Seth said
"We'll leave you alone for sometimes" Adam said and with that, he and Seth left Chris sitting alone doing nothing.
I walked towards him and sat beside him, watching him do nothing. I slowly bent down and gave him a kiss on the cheek which made his frown turn upside down
"I know you'll wake up, and I know you'll hear me out and I'll make sure not lose you this time Bella" Chris said and I gave him another kiss on the cheek
"I love you" we both whispered at the same time.
Although he didn't hear me some how I felt like he did, because of one thing and that is Love
I beautiful four letter word that changed both our lives and made it to the better even though we have been through a lot.
And I hope that doesn't change.
Not now, not ever.