Saturday night rolled around faster than I expected and that meant it was time for another stream.
The week had been pure chaos. School deadlines, endless editing, trying to figure out what the hell to do for my birthday stream, apartment hunting, prom dress hunting—which was its own nightmare, and juggling the new Speedrun collab. I was beyond exhausted. Add to that the fact that I had had that same stupid f*****g Valentine's Dance dream again after that weird conversation with Ryan earlier this week... God, maybe I just needed to avoid him at all costs—he was clearly some kind of trigger. But I guess that wasn't exactly surprising.
I set the scene for my stream, turning off all the lights and prepping my LEDs. Tonight I was going for something a little different. I didn't want to do an
