Nightmare
Hindi ko matandaan kung anong oras na akong dinalaw ng antok. After Ishmael said those heartwarming words last night, he closed his eyes and went to sleep while I remained awake. Madaming mga tanong na dumaan sa aking isipan tungkol sa relasyon naming dalawa kasama ang anak.
I knew I told myself that it was fine that I compromised on living with him for our daughter. But in the long run, I didn’t know if I could still keep up with that. I didn’t know how long my heart could take being close to him all the time and seeing him everyday. Besides that, I could only imagine the questions which Irisha would ask in the future, once she could finally grasp our unusual setup completely. Hindi ko rin alam kung ano ang puwede niyang maramdaman kapag mas naintindihan niya na ang lahat ng n
