How To Love

Fiction and Fact

Jason decided to go back to the loft early to spend some time with Lana. He'd stay out later but this time he was to curious to see if his plan went off without a hitch. Knowing Clark's stubborness , it probably hadn't been easy for Lana to pull off.

He unlocked the door and stepped into the dark entrance. He kicked off his shoes and started to look for her. After checking the kitchen and finding it empty he headed towards his room. But what he saw infront of him made him freeze in place. Clark had pushed Lana into his room, his eyes glanced toward Jason and they held contact for less then 5 seconds. Clark quickly entered his room and slammed the door, locking it.

Jason slowly walked towards Clark's room, stopping infront of the door. His fists were clenched as he listened to them arguing and then silence before moaning started to sound. He made no move to stop them.

Jason was shocked that his interference would lead to this. Any normal boyfriend would have broken down the door and stopped them but he had stood there. He knew that Clark wouldn't be able to hold in his feelings forever. But he didn't expect this to happen so suddenly. Much less by his own doing.

Of course he had always known how Clark felt about her. When he introduced her to his friends, he noticed that Clark was paying close attention to her, always with a strange look on his face.

At first he thought his two best friends were just trying to get along with each other. Every time they were around each other they would be laughing and staring at each other with sparkly eyes. It was obvious the two had chemistry. He thought nothing of it, until he realized Clark was in love with her. That was when he started to panic.

If she was with Clark, with their busy schedules, she would never have time to be with him. When he realized that Clark was going to ask her out, he confessed his feelings instead. He had regreted it right after when he saw how hurt he had made his friend. Even so he never took it back. He selfishly clung on to her and made sure no one could take her away. Like a child who selfishly wouldn't let anyone else touch his toys. Not even the man who actually loved her.

For a while he tried to see her in a romantic light but all he ever felt was a possessivness towards her. He thought if they went all the way, he would grow deeper feelings for her. When she refused everytime saying she wasn't ready he never pushed it. He was content with having her by his side and the occasional kisses. Not wanting her to every break up with him, he always made sure to hide the side of his personality that was hungry for more then kisses. He didn't need to be in love with her to desire her. Any sane man would desire her. To keep himself under control he would relieve those urges in other ways, with other girls.

It all started when he got hired as his current recording stuido. He realized there were so many women who were throwing themselves at him, regardless of his availability. But at some point he realized that it was his image they loved so much, and not so much who he was. She had never cared that he was becoming famous. She liked his company, not his career. He could have given her up. He hadn't met another girl who would love him unconditionally, for who he was on the inside. The more famous he became the more impossible it seemed for him to let her go. It all started on impulse, but now it was a necessity.

Jasom turned away from the room and walked away, deciding to let them have this night. He took out his cell phone and sent a message, asking to meet up with the one person who helped him relieve stress. He put on his jacket and exited the dorm quietly, as unnoticed as when he arrived. He had no intension's of going back tonight.

2 Hours Later

Jason knocked on the door and leaned againt the railing waiting for the door to open. At the sound of it opening he gaze shot to the person infront of him. He looked her over from head to toe as she stepped aside to let him enter.

"So Ra..." He sighed her name before pulling her into a hug. Wrapping his arms around her waist her pulled her against his body and devoured her lips in a kiss. He let her go to enter her apartment before sitting down on her couch and leaning his head back.

"I thought you couldn't come see me today." She stated crossing her arms across her chest as she stood infront of him.

"I missed you." He looked at her from under hooded eyes, walking past her into her living room.

"Did Lana refuse you again?" She sat down next to him.

"Lana..." -He chuckled and ruffled his hair.-"Didn't you have a date with Clark today?"

"Ahh that... I only went because she asked me to go."

"How did it go?" He asked her, already knowing what the outcome was.

"He wasn't even slightly interested in me. And you know he's not the one I'm interested in." She placed her hand on his thigh, giving it a squeeze.

"You are sitting too far away."

So Ra moved to straddle his lap, sliding one of her hands under his shirt to carress his abs. With one hand she grabbed at the bulge growing in his pants, rubbing gently, while leaning close to his ear and biting it.

"That's better." he said gripping her waist.

"Will you stay at my place tonight?"

"Mmmm." He moaned. "Keep touching me like that and neither of us will get to eat dinner. And you know once I start I won't stop until you pass out."

She shivered at his threat knowing that he'd follow through on it.

Jason pulled off her shirt and bra before making her stand up to remove her panties. Just as she was trying to pull of his shirt and unbuckle his pants. He chuckled and swatted away her hands, quickly undressing himself before sitting back down and pulling her ontop of him again. Her fingers tangled in his hair and a mewl escaped her lips as he grinded their lower halves together. When he felt how wet she had become he positioned her over his hard shaft and lowered her onto him. Making her gasp as he filled her, and he groaned as he gripped tightly onto her ass.

"Jason.." So Ra moaned as he gripped her hips and lifted her before pushing her back down against himself hard. He grunted as she started to roll her hips against him.

Leaning towards her breast he captured her n****e between his teeth and sucked it hard into his mouth. She moaned and wrapped her fingers in his hair, pulling him away from her breast to kiss him. He chuckled and focused kissing her lips, enjoying how she would shiver every time her thrusted upwards. She slammed herself onto him faster and harder as time went by. Seeking to reach that moment of extasy.

She was making him lose his mind. He held onto her and stood up, before laying her back against the couch. Jason started to thrust into her roughly. The couch was slowly moving back with every thrust. So Ra sunk her fingers into his shoulders, trying to find a hold to keep herself in place as he slammed into her. His fingers were digging into her hips harshly, she was sure there would be bruises there tomorrow.

He thrusted into her harder and harder until both of their bodies trembled. Her gasps became silent sobs as he groaned and bucked forward as he came. His pace slowed down as he rode both of their orgasms to the very last delicious ripple of pleasure. He collapsed onto her, resting his head against her chest.

"Jason.... You have to let go of her." She softly told him, brushing her fingers through his hair. His body tensed against hers momentarily making her pause her movements. She held her breath as she waited for his response, already knowing what he would say.

"You know I can't..." He whispered quietly before closing his eyes. She continued to brush her fingers through his hair silently, as tears fell.