How To Love

Doojoon walked into the apartment, ignoring Ella, and headed straight for his room. She jumped off the couch and followed after him. "You're back really early! How did it go?" She asked excitedly, practically bouncing around him "I want details!" "Why did you set me up?" Doojoon stopped walking making her crash into his back and stumble. His fists were clenched, trying to keep his anger under control. "You didn't like her?" She asked deflated, a small frown on her face. She rubbed her forehead to ease the pain of walking into his back. It felt like she walked into a wall. Doojoon spun around and pushed Ella against the wall making her gasp in surprise. He stared down at her intensely, trying to convey all of his feelings in one look. His arms on either side of her head. Keeping her trapped between his body and the wall. She gulped suddenly feeling like her throat felt dry. "I never asked you to help me find a girl. You're making it harder for me to be around you." Doojoon looked into her eyes and leaned close to her face."Doojoon..." "Oppa..." She looked at him bewildered by his anger. He had never gotten mad at her before. "I told you I'd take care of it myself. Do you really not understand what the problem is? Junhyung can tell, why do you think he wanted to set me up?" He asked fuming, holding her in place by the top of her arms. "He said he wanted you to have happiness too..." Ella whispered innocently, eyes starting to glisten. Doojoon laughed darkly. "Find happiness? He was afraid that I'd steal his." Ella was surprised by his words. She stared at him speechless, not knowing what to do or say. "I've reached my limit." Doojoon pulled her towards his room and shoved her inside, locking the door behind them. Ella stumbled and spun around to face him, panic starting to settle in. Doojoon was taking deep breathes with his forehead pressed against the door. "Is it so bad to want a piece of that happiness for myself?" He asked pleadingly with a low voice as he turned around to face her. "Doojoon...I'm sorry. Just calm down a little..." Ella tried to defuse the situation, sensing his danger rolling off him. It was a shock for her. Having never witnessed this side of his personality, she felt fear start to form inside. "How can I?" Doojoon was walking slowly towards her.  Like he was hunting prey that would run at any abrupt movement.