Dear diary

Dear diary my job is gonna start in just a few days I am so glad that I could be out from this prison of my thoughts and taunts by others. I got a little sick today due to crying excessively yesterday. I feel like I am not worthy of love if I am not useful . it's the  pandemic I hope I get well soon or else I might have to take a leave or quit my job. ah it's hard but I have had harder times and I am not gonna let this bring me down fighting :). Today I am Planning to watch this drama "a love so beautiful" it's a Chinese drama but the drama is giving me second lead syndrome just like "true beauty " did. I want to do my best at my job but I am too scared because of my overthinking . I want to travel so bad even if I know it's impossible. ok bye bye diary thank you for hearing me out.  Anyone reading this and going through things I hope that your heart finds the peace it's been craving for ,it must be hard but don't ever give up please . my inbox are open for everyone please feel free to talk it out with me . I might not have the solution for your problem but i have a stock of lame jokes to cheer you up .