At my sixteen

It's Rain's 17th , Birthday today. so much has been changed in her life after her 16th birthday. She feel nostalgic today , she knows that today something is different in her. She is not lying , when she say this to her by looking toward her childhood friends who are dancing on a song . Rain knows that her 16th birthday brings her pain and changes. She observed each and every change in her but can't do anything , instead just accept or play along with it. She want to be alone but at same time want to be with her friends. "Rain , c'mere let's dance " say Kelly. Rain's cousin sister and friend. "Uhmm....not in mood, you guys carry on" replied Rain. "It's ur favourite song and today is ur birthday" Kelly says in disbelief. "Ahh...yeah...... it's mine favourite but not anymore Kelly .......mmmm...u carry on I will join you later" Rain says in slight of guilt . "Why she didn't join?" ask Nick to Kelly. "don't know.....she says she join later ...." Kelly says while moving with beats of the music playing on the speakers. " Today is her birthday , she can't even join us on here.....She changed a lot " Andy says to both Kelly and Nick while dancing. Rain knows that her friends are also noticing her changed behaviour , but don't understand the reason behind it. She wants to tell them her problems, her confusens , but she didn't even know what her real problem is . She can't understand her own life .....not even know what she want to share . Even she is in the crowd of her friends but she feels alone she just wants to to run away from the crowd she wants alone time she regrets that why she is having a party. Even there is only four of them in her room but she kind of feel very suffocated between this much of people. She wants her friends to go to their home but she knows that it will hurt their feelings, if she just tell them to go home.Therefore she just try to ignored them and just wants to be invisible to them, but it can be possible so she just play along with the situation like always. She is never be like that but everything changed when she turned to 16. Before her 16 birthday she is the one who makes plan for hanging out and the one who just go wild when hearing her favourite song and dance on floor like a wild animal. She never dream in her life that the most exciting birthday of her life just changed her life like this much she is now a different person and she is confused between her new personality. All this is start with the day after she celebrate her 16th birthday......... See you in next Chapter.....?