The Unbelievable

Sitting outside at the beginning of August. Smoking and drinking with my boyfriend. Enriched and happy with his goofy ways. We end up not paying attention to what is coming straight at us. It was a relaxing evening. Middle of the night. My boyfriend Axel and I were outside in the middle of the night. Just outside of our two story townhouse home that his mother owned(even though that's not the point, it's still our home). We, of course, had been drinking, and I have been smoking. I just dropped my two daughters off with their father for the week. So I had me time and also had "us" time with my boyfriend. We craved to let loose and just enjoy each other's company. "Baby, I just want to tell you that I love you so much." Axel had said to me while attempting to light the black and mild. We were both a little drunk, but even sober Axel would say these types of things to me randomly. "I love you too, baby, so much." I smiled from ear to ear. My yellow cheeks turned slightly red from him, causing me to blush. I loved the way he loved me and how he showed me his love. Coming from addiction, abuse, and toxic relationships, it felt all the best to have a man who actually loved me right. I stared into his eyes just admiring him as he attempted to keep trying to light the black. "Flick..flick...flick.." That's all I kept hearing. "Baby give me this damn black, let me help you, damn" I grabbed the black and mild and lighter from his hands., saying that jokingly but seriously at the same time as he obviously wasn't able to get it lit. It was also 2:30 in the morning. I was ready to go to bed, and Axel had to work at 11 am. Smoking the black and passing it back and fourth to one other. It was just a normal regular night for Axel and I. "Kandy, you want this," Axel said, sparking my mind back into reality as I was so drunk I had my eyes closed while standing up, forgetting that I was even outside. "Oh s**t My bad baby." we both laughed after I said that, realizing that we both were drunk. I took about four more hits of the black and mild and put it out. Before we walked in, though, I just really craved a nice grip full hug from Axel. I loved his tall self, hugging me softly but firmly. I could feel the geniune love filling into my body from him, and my love for him filling into his. While we hugged each other for a little while, embracing each other's touch and love. I could hear from a distance, which at first sounded like an airplane. As we stood there hugging, I looked up at Axel and pucker my lips. Indicating that I wanted a kiss before I left his embrace, and we went inside. He puckers his lips, pressing them against mine. The sound that sounded like an airplane at first started to get louder and louder as it was getting so close it sounding like it was almost right beside us. "WHAT THE f**k" Axel and I both yelled out as it was a startled us. Looking up, it was a bright light. Then suddenly intense loud vibrations. A loud shrike sound with vibrations penetrated mine and Axels ear drums. Pressing the palm of our hands over our ears as our faces scrunched up and the pain and intensity of the sounds brought us forcefully to our knees in pain. "AHHHH!" I screamed as it felt like someone was stabbing me in my ear. I had never heard anything so painfully loud in my entire life. "FUCKKK! What the f**k is that!!" Axel yelled that as he too was brought to his knees by the pain. Without warning, even realizing my mind goes black. I have no idea what happened, I just remember; that was the last thing I remembered before everything went dark.