The move back.
It was such a long drive back to her hometown. She thought she’d never see the fields again. Never smell the smell of pig sh’t and gasoline again. She mumbles to herself. “Welcome back Ellie, where dreams die, and no one ever leaves. She passes by the jail, she she’s him. He sees her and right then and there she’s back in her Jr. year of high school all over again. Back in that back room at the party she feels his hands on her body her c*nt tenses at the thought of it. I imagine him pinning me down with his big muscled arms. Being the captain of every sport all through school kept him very fit. Holding me down pushing up my skirt and taking what could and would be his pushing that big co k inside of me. The thought of him just makes me hit all over. If only he f*cked me the way he told me he was going to. Well I do suppose I’ll get that chance again. As long as he hasn’t gone off and gotten himself married.
I’m back in this house back as if I never even left. It had been 4 long and blissful years and yet here I find myself back… I hate that my mother made me it’s not like I ever got along with Rich anyways he wasn’t my father and he never wanted to be and that was just fine with me. But now my moms alone and she needs help running the store so that 4 years in business school really went and paid off now I get to run the family business. YIPPIEEEE!
Me: where the heck do you expect me to sleep. I told you I should just get a hotel until I can figure out where I was going to be living.
Mom: hunny this will suit you fine I just need to move some of this stuff around. I never planned on you being back so I turned this room into a storage room. I can get it sorted out for you
Me: no don’t worry mom I’ll just sleep on the couch and I’ll just go and talk with Tonya in the morning see if she has any rentals open. She took over the business when her dad lost his mind ran off and married his secretary and her mom is now too sad to even leave the house. Tonya basically turned into her mom’s servant and has to make sure all the bills are paid so her mom’s not sad and homeless.
Okay mom I’ll head over to the shop later I’m going to try and catch Tonya while she’s still at the office!
Me: Heyyyyy Ton Ton, long time no see pretty girl. *She always was such an attractive girl nice tan her boobs were about as big as mine and she had an as* on her that made all the guys want her in high school. She was dressed different then she used to more professional. Buttoned up. Although I could still see her n*****s hardened through her tight blouse.
Tonya: OMGGGGGOSH AS I LIVE AND BREATHE, Is that Mia thomilson?!
Me: unnnfortanatly yes it’s me I’ve decided to be a good little girl and come back.
Tonya: girl it’s soooo good to see you this town has gotten soooo bland. I’m serious Lindsay is pregnant with baby #3 by the new bartender in town, Brad is working on his 3rd DUI
Me: I cut in and ask about “””HIM””” without thinking and as I realize I blush
Tonya: *smilies* omg okay girl I KNEW you had a big ole lady b***r for him before but girl STILLLLL
me: I try to laugh it offf and swat at her to quit it I try to change the subject and your sister hows she doing?
Tonya: totally catching me but she moves on with me.
She’s doing okay you know with everything she’s been better but we’re all just doing the best we can.
Me: good I thought about you guys a lot I kinda went incomunacato from everyone in this whole town.
Tonya: ya I get it you and rich always had a “GrEaT relationship”
Me; anyways girl I wanted to grab ya before you went off on your missions so PLEASEEEEE tell me you have something ANYTHING open for me to rent while I’ll be ruffing it back in bellsville?!
Tonya: y’know what actuallllly I JUST had the cutest place open up *she bites her lip like she’s holding something back but just moves on
Me: what are you NOT saying?
Tonya: welllll it was Mel’s place….
Me: okay?
Tonya: she just moved out because um. Welllll…. Because she is getting married in 3 weeks…
Me: well okay that’s cool why was that such a hard thing to tell me? I never had an issue with her. Always seemed nice little plan but nice enough.
T: well ya she’s fine it’s just the WHO she’s marrying…
Me: I look away because I’m retracting her high school days she still with Danny? They finally tying the knot?
T: well um no they were together for like a year and a half after school
Me: soooo who? Who’s the lucky man?
T: Jacob
Me: OHHHHHH well um ya that’s cool good for them uh. Ya that makes sense okay cool so you have her apartment? When is it move in ready. Obviously trying desperately to move on l. she try’s to push but knows not to.
T: um ya well I gave her til the end of the month so less then 2 weeks. But I can see where she’s at and see what I can do for you.
Me: okay cool thank you. And you have my number?
T: duhhh I ain’t the one who fell off the face of the earth that was you.
Me: we say our goodbyes and I head out.
I wasn’t ready to go to the store. Just not yet. I walked the town and Tonya was right this place is dull looked the same hell even sounds the same. I walk past the library see they still plant the same color flowers even though Louis past on purple was always her favorite color. Walked past the diner the smell of burning burgers was oddly comforting. As I’m walking past the door looking in to see who all was still hanging at the same places. The door swings open and before I can react… it’s him he’s there actually bumping into me. His body fully on my body we look up at one another he realizes what he seen at the police office wasn’t a figure of imagination.
Mia?