The Rogue Alpha King

chapter three - Blood

Alpha Creed’s P . O . V

Deep breath in…deep breath out. I could almost taste the metallic scent of blood that lingered in the air. “Ugh… make it stop. Please stop,” the words came out as a desperate plea for help but I ignored it and tried to just remain calm . I was suddenly warmth of my hand inside his chest…the slight movement of his beating heart was like a trigger of some sort. I held his life in my hands in the literal sense if the words . Grip ,twist and pull…his eyes were glued wide open with his mouth slightly agape as the look of surprise finally registered on his face at me ripping out his heart with my claws.

Eyes wide ,heart loudly beating in alarm as my body shot forward as if from some spasm. I looked around my surroundings in an attempt to find out where I was. I could feel my body fully waking up and registering last night’s events as well as the dream I had just got shook out . I honestly hate how vivid and graphic my dreams were but there was nothing to be done about it. I had been killing from a very young age and all of that was catching up with me…taking lives just does something to a man and none of it is pleasant. I exhaled a deep breath of relief and brought my hand onto my chest as a calming gesture. I noticed the peaceful and empty green field that I had passed the night in and felt a Sense of calm come over me .

For the first time in a long time I woke up feeling utterly peaceful deep down within my spirit . Kronos was silent and tucked away in a far away part of my brain and I was still not mentally fully awake but I could still feel the slight chance. The eyes…beautiful vivid green orbs just looking unto my soul, I could still feel the eyes on me but there was no one on sight. I tried racking my brain to see if maybe I had seen the eyes before or if someone had followed me to this field after last night’s invasion but no. I finally got on my feet and took a good look around to try to find a way to return to my pack or familiar territory but to no avail.

My walk was quite refreshing, the morning breeze calmed my soul and the fresh air filled up my lungs with peace and serenity. As I walked in the direction I presumed to be familiar I could feel my wolf slowly becoming more and more hyper aware of his surroundings. It was as if something had me in its grasp and was leading me towards it. A strong force was pulling me in its general direction and I couldn’t help but follow along with great curiosity. I could not recognize a single place but that did not tempt me to turn around or change directions. It was as if I knew where I was headed but I honestly didn’t irregardless of the conviction to which I was walking towards the location.

It all somewhat felt familiar , as if I had been here before. The feeling of eyes upon me caught me off guard once more and drove me into looking around me in a reflex and out of instinct. What if I was hallucinating the whole thing I mean is totally possible for me to do that. What if I'm losing my mind or if I'm going crazy I mean that's possible. You going on with me I could be reliving the past me maybe maybe the other thing that I've seen him pass to someone from my past life. It is possible that I was mistaken or out of my mind, it’s honestly not wise for me to trust anything that my wolf and I see for we are both just a messed up bunch , haunted by memories.

Kronos has had a lot of past lives….in other words he is a reincarnation. According to him we have always been together since the beginning but his human form has been forgotten which is why people only recognize him in wolf form . Our souls or spirit had been bound together by eternity to be with each other. If you do not believe in reincarnation or transmigration then I honestly can not help you for I honestly couldn’t care any less. A lot of people have tried to slander my name and create countless rumors about me to smear my image even though I need no help in doing so ,I seem to be doing it very well on my own.

A lot of things seem familiar to me. My déjà vu has to mean more than what it would to the average person, every time it does occur I just know that it’s probably Triggering memories or experiences from my past life. And all of them I just so happened to be the same person well more or less the same person just more and more enraged as the years went by. My goal on this earth is to find the maids and every time I was reincarnated I failed to find one. Everyone in the world needs someone. I need someone I want love and I want to be loved. I want to be grounded. I want to know that someone has my back at all times and that I can actually love wholeheartedly without anything in your day we are in my heart.

In all my past lives it’s hard to turn off madness. I would say that after a certain number of years without finding mates, Kronos and I ran mad, crazy , deranged and bloodthirsty taking out our pain and English and to other beings and species. At some point in my history we had arrived at a conclusion that maybe we did not have a mate ,that the moon goddess truly did not create a mate specifically for us. Regardless of having a mate or not I still craved love , I yearned for a relationship . The only way for me to keep my sanity and maintain some type of control was to get mated and mark someone to be my mate. According to werewolf history I had mated with someone in my past life and that is how I was able to escape the clutches of madness. I could suddenly feel a barely noticeable power shift and I knew that I was no longer in the supernatural realm.

Something just felt extremely wrong and I could sense it around the atmosphere. It was not unusual for me to wander off into unknown lands but subconsciously leaving the realm was a new one. With all my years as a transmigrated spirit I had discovered a great power within me. My potential seemed to be of great magnitude and a lot of it still laid untapped or tempered with. I held great fear for having or using my power , scared that I might lose control and hurt a lot of innocents or that more power might go to my head and assist in driving me crazy sooner than expected. One of my powers just so happens to be unnatural speed , faster than vampire or werewolf speed. So fast that I could literally walk on water or end up in the human realm which was far away from home.

Upon further inspection of my surroundings, I could determine that I had indeed been in this territory before both in my past life ,my dreams and my current life. It took me a while to recognize it said no how is in the human realm I was still in the world of the supernatural but just on the human part of things . There is a small village on the other side of the world Kingdom that was inhabited by both humans and supernatural beings . Some humans seemed to be aware of our existence whilst others were ignorant or unaware of our kind's existence . It was as if my feet instinctively just knew which way to go in . It was as if I had been here before so much that I could do it with my eyes closed … The thought of getting something to eat entered my mind as I saw a tiny diner on the other side of the road.

All eyes were on me as I entered the small diner with the bell ontop of the door making sound as soon as I opened the diner door and informed everyone of my arrival. I had seen here before so if you people broken eyes me I could tell just by the fear in their eyes that they knew why lies some tried to call you moreover out of my peripheral vision or exit the diner completion just takes keep my presence and more people voting and it didn’t bother long bit I rather be feared dentist respected we should buy it I never mind people in clear my present before they do anything to bring my rights upon them. I reached into my pockets and retrieved my bank card, yes I said bank card…we might be seen as monsters by some but we were still civilized tribes and functioned perfectly well to sustain our economy.

I couldn’t help being deep in thought as I waited for the waiter to bring my food. The corner table I chose kept me pretty well hidden from a lot of people and limited my view of the dinner . I appreciated the peace and privacy that I was provided but still felt the need to look around as if subconsciously I was supposed to be looking for something….or someone. I couldn’t help thinking that I was missing something… As if something was off somewhere with the whole atmosphere. I took a deep breath and was taken aback for a second. A scent, a very unique, unusual and irresponsible scent captured all of my senses. It wasn’t intense or overpowering in any way…just really really inviting. I could feel my wolf stir inside me .

I couldn’t even decipher what the scent was or where it was coming from nor could I detect it no more. I was deep in thought trying to sort out my thoughts when I felt the waitress drop my food on the table and hurriedly left my presence. My hand reached for my cappuccino and froze mid air …it just hit me all in one instance. It was the waitress…what I was detecting was her deliciously mesmerizing scent. I couldn’t detect any supernatural essence within her …she was human .

I had to talk to her…I had to say something . I just had to meet with her and immerse myself in the warmth of her delicious scent.