A family of her own

Chapter 8

Chapter 8Maddie’s pov

I couldn’t believe Marcus was kissing me. It took me a second to kiss him back. He nibbled my bottom lip wanting entrance into my mouth. I of course let him. He was very much in control.

My body was on fire. He was making me feel things I have never felt with any man before. I wanted to be with Marcus. I knew we could make each other very happy. We stopped kissing, so we could once again catch our breath.

“I wow that was amazing Marcus.” I said.

“I’m kind if out of practice.”

“It didn’t show.”

He just smiled and kissed me again. He laid me back on the couch not once breaking the kiss. I didn’t want this kiss to end. His body on mine felt so good.

We started to get hot and heavy. He asked me if we could take this to his room, and I said yes. Before we could get to his room, we heard Jaylah cry out. We broke apart, and he took off to see what was wrong.

I fixed my clothing and smoothed down my hair. I really liked Marcus, but we were moving a little fast. If Jaylah hadn’t of interrupted us, we would be in bed together right now. I wanted a relationship not a quick fling. We needed to slow it down.

Maybe go on a date before we go to bed together. I would wait for Marcus to come back down then I needed to go. I couldn’t trust myself being alone with him. I wanted him to much. So, when he came back down, I told him I had to go.

“Did I do something wrong?” He asked.

“No Marcus everything felt so right, but I don’t want to rush this. I do want to be with you, but I would like to take it slow.”

“I would like that too. So, Maddie would you like to go on a lunch date with me tomorrow?”

“I would love too.”

He gave me a kiss then walked me to my car. I couldn’t believe how lucky I was. The only thing was I was scared he would leave me when he found out I couldn’t have children. I needed to tell him soon. Will he leave me over this?

I don’t want to lose him. Maybe I shouldn’t tell him. At least not until I get another opinion. If there is even a slight chance, I could have a child I need to know. I don’t want to ruin something so good if there is a chance. I don’t know why I haven’t gotten a second opinion. After hearing from one doctor I couldn’t have children I just broke down and took it as the truth. Now I wasn’t so sure.

Once I got home, I took off my shoes and dropped off my keys and my purse in my room. I went into the bathroom and took off my make-up. I grabbed my pajamas then put them in. I was so wound up from that kiss that I thought I would never get any sleep. I made myself a cup of hot tea then sat down to read my book “Wild Horses by Janis Ross.”

I needed a major distraction because right now all I could think about was Marcus. How it felt to be in his arms. The way he made my body come alive. The way my heart skipped a beat at the way he looked at me. I wanted more of that. I wanted him. I wanted Jaylah in my life.