What in the world am I reading? I feel my legs quiver and not to lose my balance I let myself fall into his chair as I look at the document in my hand without actually seeing anything. Words and numbers flicker before my eyes again and again not making any sense. I lay the paper on the table. I need to grab onto something steady to concentrate and regain my composure. Edge of the table does the trick, and I can breathe properly again. Just as I gain some footing in life, this f*****g place comes and knocks me on my knees making it impossible to start fresh. kidn*pped, betrayed by my own family and now this. Related? How can I be related to Barraza? How? I think about the desire I felt towards him, and breakfast is threatening to come back to greet the daylight. i****t. Oh m

