STELLA’S POV
THREE MONTHS LATER
It is three months ever since I lost my baby and I didn’t seem to heal. I have been numb and petrified. I didn’t talk a lot. I was getting worse. I was so depressed. I did not know what to feel anymore. I had zero feelings towards everything. I didn’t talk to people much and I stayed locked in my room.
My mother come to check on me and tried to talk to me about my loss but I didn’t talk much. She had never lost a baby and she would never know what I am feeling. I lost my baby because of Erman and that hurt pretty more. All I wanted to do is to kill him but I couldn’t because I am not a murderer. Therefore, I had to stay like that, uptight with all my sorrows.
Mrs. Robins also tried talking to me but it didn’t help. Erman asked me for forgiveness so many
