She has it.

Everybody is busy working. We are rushing to meet a deadline. I entered the Director's office. "Mr. Lee this is the 7th proposal I submitted. If you don't like any of them then I had enough."This is my intro as entered the room. "All the proposals you gave me are all trash. We are doing this for 500 million budget project. We can't attract investors with those shits. So you either redo this thing or resign." The man on big chair stand up and deliver his lines with dominance. I can't just always gave in to this. I had enough. "Then so be it. I resign. Hahahaha" I laughed with disbelief. I didn't imagine that this will end up like this. "f**k you Mr Lee. Burn to hell!" I walked out of that room enraged I lost my cool. I'm so angry, I can't think straight. I delivered my resignation to tye HR that day and collected my things on my desk. I can't believe it. I was hoping for promotion after this project. I thought I will be soon a director too of my own department or something but that all turned into ashes. I am Rian, 29, now jobless and single. They say I'm an ambitious b***h that will do everything to fulfill my dreams but now, I'm just a b***h I guess. I'm far from fulfilling my dreams. I passed by the grocery before going home. I need supplies to feed my depression. Drinks and food. My bestfriend and also my housemate called me the moment I reached home. "Hey, I heared what happened. Are you ok?" said Gigi from the other line. "I'm ok Gigi, don't worry about me. I'm a grown woman! I can deal with this." I answered. "So, is it fine if I don't go home tonight. Will you be alright?. I want to be there for you but Chris suddenly invited me out of town we are already 3 hours away the capital. I better just see you tomorrow". Gigi is so apologetic for not being with her this day. "I will be fine. Enjoy yourself." I tried to reassure Gigi that I can manage this myself. "Promise you won't kill yourself. Wait for me and we will drink your sadness away." "You're crazy. It never even crossed me mind. I love my life. I don't even consider my resignation a problem. It is just a phase tomorrow i will be looking for a new job. Don't worry about me. Come back soon but have fun bessy. I love you." We are so chessy talking on the phone. We finally said goodbye since I want to start drinking already.