Yesterday was my first fathers day without my father on earth… I can honestly say it was a amazing day. I wasn't sad at all, I was at peace. Because God gave me peace with it. It was such a blessing to be able to see all the fathers getting blessed. When people thought I would be a complete wreck, God made me a strong tower in what should've been a storm. My dad would've proud, I know he was and I know he is. He's with Jesus and all our loved ones. I strongly believe that when theres severe thunderstorms around it's my papa and my dad debate what's the better sport? Bowling or Fishing. I myself am still undecided on the matter. Sorry guys hahaha.
But, all jokes aside God gave me what I always wanted… A relationship with my father and to know before he passed away that he loved me. Whenever I think about my dad I play our song " Till I Know " by Ke'erron Sims (We listened to the WorshipMob cover)
" Your breaking through the night,
turning wrongs into rights.
You bring life,
You fight,
Till I know I'm alright!
Your giving beauty for ashes
and making everything alright,
Your giving beauty for ashes
and making everything alright,
Your making everything alright,
Your make everything alright! "
That song is our special memory that I will forever cherish.
I don't have to be sad anymore because has given me the promise that because my father gave his life to him that I'll see him again. Also, God gave me a greater desire for the drug addict because what I went through with my dad. Everyone deserves a chance and, they also deserve to have someone believe in them.
Love always leaves a mark.
And after every storm you can always count on a rainbow.