Vengeance or Love

August 1 2019 Aurora's Pov Today is the first day of my medical college ,and here I am still sitting in my room crying looking at the report that says negative . The result of this report was the only thing that was keeping me sane for the last one month , else I would have already fallen apart. But when I got this report yesterday from the hospital I am not able to gather myself.Although getting into medical college was my dream a month before but in this month everything has changed. I could not stop crying since I receive this report. Everytime I am asking the same question " why ...why I am not pregnent ". The child could have been the only sweet memory of my husband who lived 2000 years back. If not for the pictures in my phone , I would have though the whole year that I spent with Damon was just a dream . After crying in bed , in shower even while dressing up , I tried to gather myself up and got ready for college . I need to be happy for my parents, they are the only reason I came back with an aching heart. I wore a white casual shirt and jeans . I did not put makeup , not that I dont like to , but I dont want to have anyone's attention specially boys. I cant love again , I cant marry again.I want to live my life with his memories, I deserve to suffer after what I have done with him. Having a last glance at mirror I am ready for college. Decending the stairs I saw Mom and Dad , after greeting them and having breakfast I started my car and I am off for my new life without Damon.