Gotta let it go, just let it go Alexander I have never loved anyone more than I loved Jasper. I needed to see him and try to sort things out with him. He was my soul mate. I knew that we were destined to be together when our eyes first met on that cold windy day at college. He had the most beautiful blue eyes that I had ever seen and my gaydar had told me he was as gay as the boy next door. I had had plenty of relationships growing up but I had never felt that zing until him. He was like a lightning bolt going off and the static electricity between us was phonomonal I only had to touch him once and it sent bolts of static electricity through me. We had enrolled in the same A levels apart from art which was his fortay and he was damn good at it My sister always commented that I was a l

