I've said goodbye Jasper What in the hell was I even thinking? Let alone doing. When my high finally came down I realised this was a f*****g big mistake. I hadn't had s*x for years and Alex just happened to be there and the electric current building up between us made me do one stupid thing that I knew I would regret once we came down from our high. "What do you mean, go?" "I can't do this Alex I'm sorry I should've never let y.." He rolled over towering over me. His green eyes glow in mine, "You did Jas, we did. I want to be with you Jas, ice never felt like the way I do when I'm with you ever before." "You chose to push me away Alex when I was trying so damn hard to be there for you." His fingers are feather light against my skin, igniting something that has been dead in me sinc

