Rejected, abused, revived, desired

Bang Bang Bang! I was jolted awake suddenly by someone pounding on my door, my heart thudding madly in my chest I slowly got myself out of bed , avoiding the nails that stuck out of the edge of my old bed frame and made my way over to the door. Opening my door I saw the person who had made it their mission to torment me even since I was rescued by this pack at the age of 7. The head warrior Aaron was standing there glaring down at me , I knew this wasn’t going to be good if he was at my door. Without saying a word to me he grabbed me by the shoulder and dragged me from my room, I couldn’t help the whimper of pain that escaped past my lips as his claws dug into my skin,he chucked at my pain and gripped me tighter. I could already feel the blood trickling down my back, wondering what I could possibly have done to deserve this i felt a rouge tear silp down my cheek, I couldn’t let him see that so I took a deep breath and steeled my nerves. I could do this, I wouldn’t let them see my cry, tomorrow is my 18th birthday , then I can find my mate and they will protect me. The mate bond is sacred and I hoped with all of my soul that my mate wouldn’t hurt me, that he would take me away from this pack and save me. Aaron dragged my around the back of the pack house towards the cells, I knew I was about to be tortured again for the alphas pleasure, he had decided that seeing as they had taken me in when I had floated down the river unconscious and turning pale from blood loss, I owed him my blood for the saving me. I didn’t remember much about my life before I came here, only that there was an attack and my pack was destroyed in the process, I don’t know if anyone survived, I don’t know if my parents are alive. I want to leave this pack and look for them as soon as I get my wolf, I just had to survive till tomorrow. I was so lost in thoughts of leaving I hadn’t noticed that Aaron had tied my wrists togerther around a post cut my shirt away leaving my back fully exposed, it wasn’t until the whip came down that I came back to reality with a scream. Alpha Luca laughed as he brought the whip down again, and again. My back was raw and bleeding now as they untied my hands and let me slump to the floor, “why are you doing this to me?” I asked quietly “because you are worthless and don’t deserve to breathe the same air as us” Alpha Luca said hhis voice laced with venom They both walked away leaving my there on the cold hard pavement in a pool of my own blood, I knew no one was coming to help me, I knew I was alone so I gathered every last bit of energy I had to drag myself to my feet, wrap my shredded t-shirt around me to cover some of the damage and slowly hobbled my way to my room as people stared but no one dared help. I say room but it was actually an old tool shed with a bed made from old pallets and holes all through the roof, meaning every time it rained I had no choice but to hide in the one corner of my room that stayed dry thanks to a tarp I had found one day. I chose this corner to curl up in as I enetered and pass out now, praying my wounds would close without infection. I just had to make it till tomorrow then everything would change.