Am I gonna be alright?

In my head, there's another world. A realm of what we could be. It keeps playing over and over and over again. It's like an endless roller coaster. I can't find a way to get out. I must have miss you so much. The recurring dreams, It's like music playing in my head. It's on the same page, on the same line. I'm not surprise if someday I mistook it as reality. In my head, there is another you. The you that I met 10 years ago. It's so hard to believe that you're not the same person anymore. Maybe I had to learn to live my life away from you. I couldn't bare see you fade like all of was nothing. Think about the life we used to live before this life, Do you see it in your head? Did you see us? What kind of life we had thousand of years ago? Do you think we end up being together? Or did we even met? or just cross path? In my head, I'm free to see what was not here. Like the conversation we could've had, if only you didn't walk away. I'm caught up in a dream and realm. How I wish we tried harder to make it work. And only if we had one last moment to make it all right. We could've had figured it all out. We could've seen tomorrow together. But it's not always gonna be that way. Sometimes we don't get the plot we wanted, just because we wanted it. And I learned it the hard way.