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I sat silently on the bed watching him walk round the room , getting dressed after his bath. I had been waiting for this moment... the right moment to bring up this discussion so we could finally get over it. "Darling" I said getting up from the bed, I walked towards him, holding him from behind as I pooked my head from the side, scanning his face to pick up any hint of unwillingness to talk, while he stood in front of the mirror trying to get dressed in his night gown. He looked at me through the mirror raising his brows up indicating that he was listening to me, “I hope it's not too early to have a conversation right now" I asked in the most feminine and sweetest way ever, “A conversation?" “mm hmm” I replied ”So your not going to let me get dressed before unleashing all....... “Darling, you've been so distant ever since you begun this birthday preparations with your siblings, now it's finally over ..... don't you want to make up for the times.... you weren't available emotionally, physically, spiritually...... Sexually?" I cut into his reply stressing the last one, the only way I could get his attention was if I made it about intercourse. Our s*x life was pathetic, I'm not always in the mood for it, it feels like a chore I have to fufill each time he makes advances at me, and he on the other hand is active.. very much active. I bet he'll be intrigued with me asking for it tonight. “Oooo.... you should've been more specific, clear, straight to the point" he replied with a flirtatious smile. He takes my hand from his chest and pulls me to the front so I'm facing him. “It is with much pleasure I'll respond to the urge of queen" he says leaning in for a kiss, a kiss I reluctantly respond to with a dull smile. His hand moves to my ass squeezing them softly as he deepens the kiss. I'm honestly not in the mood for this tonight and so I'm not responsive as he expects me to be. “Darling... Are you shy?.... ease up honey this isn't the first time we're doing this and I promise... since you asked for it, this would be the best you've ever experienced in your whole life " he says confidently, leaning in for another kiss. He holds the hand of my nightdress and pulls it down. Involuntarily, I use my hands to cover my boobs while he takes a step back to probably tease me with his eyes. But unfortunately he's disappointed when he sees I'm trying to cover myself up. “six months Dakota, it's been six months and your still not comfortable enough to get naked in front of me" he holds me by my shoulder and spins me around so that I'm facing the mirror “look at you Darling, you have such an amazing body there's nothing to be ashamed of ok?... so just loosen up so I can give you the most mind-blowing intercourse you've ever experienced " he says as he holds my both breasts from behind, trailing kisses on my neck. I'm still not moved by his efforts, this isn't the reason I approached him in the first place. I was waiting for him to be fully invested in the idea of having s*x tonight then I'll switch it off immediately, by then , he'll be too horny to say no to what I wanted us to talk about. “Its not about my body daddy" I say sweetly, indulging him the more. He spins me again, “Then it's about what my love? tell me... talk to me. How am I supposed to make you feel good when you won't loosen up for me". He starts kissing me again and this time I can feel his erection on my stomach. I can tell he's in the mood with how invested he is in the kiss. He's not giving me the space to breath talk less of saying a word. He lifts me and places me on the table across the room where he normally works, but thanks to the fact that he's been busy with his mother's birthday celebration lately there's nothing on the table.He resumes kissing me the moment my butt is on the table . My breathing is a bit unstable now and I know that I may not be able to bring up the discussion if I keep playing along. “Babe" I whisper amidst my unsteady breath, buh he doesn't respond, he trails kisses down my neck to my chest. “Babe , we should talk......we need to talk " I whisper “yh...later" he responds absentmindedly. He takes my right n****e in his mouth and I almost loose my composure.I close my eyes tightly trying to surpress whatever I'm feeling in my underwear. “Babe" I say as I raise his head up so that he's facing me while I look straight into his eyes. “hhmm" he answers. “Babe we need to talk" I say again,“ Dakota can you just wait till we're done " he responds absentmindedly again attempting to go back to the foreplay, but I hold him steady “No honey...now, we have to talk now, Don't you want me to loosen up for you, how am I supposed to when there's a huge burden in my heart " I explain. He stays quiet staring at me for about two seconds and then he sighs “ Alright..you want to talk, let's talk" I let out a huge sigh “Thank you honey" “Dont thank me...just start talking" . " ok so you promised that we were going to talk about this after your mother's birthday celebration, so now it's finally over,I couldn't help but bring it up since your going on a business trip soon...I know you're still..... “Dakota can you please just go straight to the point for God's sake" he replies, already getting irritated with my blabbering. “ok ,yh.. straight to the point, Well you said you'll think about it...you know about getting us a new apartment so that..... “Hold on....don't tell me this whole drama is about us moving out "he asks. I can tell his pissed with the stunt I just pulled. “i'm sorry babe...but it's about that, I'm so uncomfortable here, I can't be at peace staying here" I say apologetically. "Jesus Christ " he says rubbing his forehead with his palm ...“Dakota, what exactly is uncomfortable about staying here with my parents, the house is big enough to contain everyone, no one's getting in your way, so why the hell are you so bent on moving out?" he says raising his voice a little. “yes Oliver... yes I know....it's big enough, has more rooms than I could imagine, but let's be honest am I supposed to tell you to get us an apartment to raise our family in....Its not like money's the issue, why are you going on with this idea of making us stay here" I say almost in tears. “You already know the reason for that decision, my dad wants us all close it's not completely bad is it?, My parents and siblings have been trying all they can to make you feel wanted, relaxed , comfortable here, but you...you won't just f*****g give up, tell me Dakota what exactly is wrong with being here?". “Everything Oliver, everything is wrong with being here" I fire back. “ so that's why you interrupted us? this? this is why you had to interrupt our intimate moment? what has this got to do with our intimacy" He yells. " Every thing... every time we get intimate I have to try so f*****g hard to keep my voice down cause I don't want someone hearing me moan " I reply “ That's your problem Dakota, the doors are soundproof , you don't have to deprive yourself of enjoying the pleasure from our intimate moments cause of that" He replies dryly. “Don't lie to yourself Oliver, that's just simple marketing strategies to justify the ridiculous prices for these doors, you know that's a lie, a huge one" I respond, tears are already falling down my eyes,can't seem to keep it together whenever we have an argument. “Even if it's not, what's the big deal with that, your not the only woman who gets intimate with her husband and moans in the process...every woman does that" “Well, it's embarrassing...so embarrassing " I say tears streaming down my eyes the more.He looks at me for about two seconds and then sighs.“look baby girl , you don't have to cry about that alright you'll get used to it" he says wiping my tears.“Used to it? Oliver I can't get used to your parents hearing me moan" “look we don't even know if they actually hear you moan ...and even if they do, they're humans, they understand " I roll my eyes at his statement ,clearly not satisfied with it. “Alright, you know what?, I'll talk to my dad about it right?, and I'll make sure I convince him to let me move out" he replies. “ what happens if we just move out , your a man by the way, it doesn't matter if you make decisions without them". “I know that, I'm just trying to make my old man happy in his last days, it's obvious he doesn't have much time left...Maybe that's why he's trying to get us to live together, you know bond a little more before he leaves" he explains . “Alright then, but your still going to talk to him about it" I ask. “I promise" he replies. “ ok" I reply. “so where were we?" he asks in a flirtatious manner. I'm done with what I came for , and I'm honestly not even in the mood to play along anymore. He leans in and continues the kiss, but I respond coldly. “So what is it again? I've promised to do something about it already, why the reluctance?" he asks “ I could turn off the lights so you would feel comfortable " he offers . “ No honey it's not about the lights" I respond. “its about what then?". “ Honestly, I'm not in the mood" ,“ But you asked for it, look Dakota there's nothing to be ashamed or shy of , besides everyone had a long day today , no one's paying attention to all that" he says trying to kiss me again. “ No Oliver, I was never in the mood...I just wanted to get your attention... so we could talk about moving out". “Well, unfortunately I'm in the mood right now and we might just have to go one with it" he says planting kisses on my neck. “Oliver, please l honestly can't go on with it right now, I'm not in the mood...just not right now?".I look up at his face and surprise is written all over him “ what?, you know, I really don't understand how and why you have to be so insensitive and selfish all the time, taking advantage of my s****l urge so you could bring up silly conversations? , mean Dakota .. that's extremely mean and insensitive of you". “ I didn't mean to, I just needed to get it off my chest ... and you've been acting all lacadesical about it " I reply. “ so you had to take advantage of me? for your own comfort?" “jezz, Oliver I said I'm sorry, don't make this a big deal" “yh sure convenient...very convenient, isn't it the inactive and sexually unresponsive Dakota I got married to?" he said putting on his night gown. “Oliver don't you dare....... " Oliver.. dinner's ready " his sister interrupts. We both go down for dinner and that's all I could remember. I wake up to my legs cuffed to the legs of the chair , while my hands are cuffed behind the chair. I look around and I see everyone in same position as me, including Oliver. " oh, one of them is finally awake, took you long enough" I hear a female voice In about an hour time everyone's awake and as shocked as I am. “ who are you " I ask, She takes off her mask and we all gasp “Tamela what's the meaning of this?” Oliver yells She lets out a mocking laugh and says “Now let the Game begin".