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Dad said I didn't do it, that I was innocent and I should forgive myself. He said bad things happen and it's not our fault, but this one... even if I didn't physically drive a knife through her chest, I still felt like I did.
Six months ago, I was at a pool party I wasn't even invited to. It was a college party, and being Ryan's girlfriend, I just desperately wanted to fit in.
I went there with Freya, and we practically sneaked in through the back. Freya had skills, she fit right in anywhere, effortlessly. But for me? Ryan didn't even glance at me because of the way I was dressed. We got into a huge argument, and I decided right then that I wanted to go home.
Freya seemed to be having so much fun, and since I had ridden there with her, I didn't want to ruin her night. I jus
