I think I am speaking for every girl when I say our biggest dream was always to marry our high school sweetheart, the boy of our absolute dreams.
Now for me, I didn't really have a high school sweetheart. Ryan was simply the only guy I had ever really known like that. He was my first real relationship, my first official boyfriend, so I should have every reason in the world to want to marry him. Right?
Only right now, sitting in the dark of his car, it didn't feel right at all. Deep down inside, I loved him. I had literally put up with all of Axel’s drama just to keep things good with Ryan, but I couldn't bring myself to say yes to marrying him. My mind was spinning in confusion, and my chest felt completely tight.
“Ryan… I can't,” I whispered, pulling my hands back slightly from his gri
