Forbidden Lessons On Ice

Chapter 5

Shocked would be an understatement for what I was feeling right now. Axel not only sided with me but he was also picking my book right now, the same Axel who had knocked it out of my hands so many times. Wow. Just wow.

“Follow her,” I said, realising maybe because I was now his stepsister he actually decided to see me as human.

“Is that how you’re going to speak to me after I took your side?” he asked and I made a face.

“I didn’t ask you to take my side,” I told him. “And I know why you saved me last night.” I crossed my arms over my chest. “And I must tell you it doesn’t change anything. You bullied me all my life and caused my breakup so–”

“Wait…” he cut me off. “You think I caused your breakup?” He licked his bottom lip as if surprised.

“You told him I wasn’t worth keeping,” I said, remembering the day I overheard him and Ryan in the locker room.

“I didn’t know you were his girlfriend.”

“It doesn’t matter.”

“Listen, even if I did, what did you think was going to happen?” He narrowed his brows, looking at me like he was educating me. “Ryan is a flirt. He parties. He doesn’t stay in one place and you… you live in your own head.”

“What?”

“Look, being with you is exhausting and I don’t give a f**k about your relationship but I can’t fail my math course.” Wow, I made the right pick crowning him an asshole honestly. “Since you blame me for your failed relationship…” he mumbled and I glared at him, in my head calling him all the worst possible insults ever. “Here is the deal. You tutor me…” He came toward me and I stepped back until my back hit against the shelves. My chest tightened but he didn’t stop as he caged me between his arms.

He leaned in closer to my ear and I suddenly couldn’t stop thinking about how close we were. “I’ll teach you twelve lessons… on how to keep a man.” My heart skipped a beat right there as his gaze roamed my face, down to my lips.

“I…” Instinctively I licked my bottom lip. “I don’t need lessons from you.”

“I will teach you how to make Ryan want you back,” he added and that instantly grabbed my attention.

Ryan. What wouldn’t I do for him? And honestly, thinking about it, sure the way he ended things was bad but he had a reputation and he really was patient with me. With my boring self. How he didn’t even try to force me to sleep with him. How he waited until I was ready and you can just imagine what my answer was.

***

I said yes of course, but Ryan wasn’t the only reason.

Vanessa was going to pay me and I needed the extra cash right now. Also, this was going to be good for my resume.

“Here?” I asked, turning to Axel who was walking beside me. “We can use the library. It’s quiet there and no one is really there after–”

“No.” He cut me off and I quickly noticed how his broad shoulders tensed under his varsity jacket. He dropped his bag on a picnic table half hidden by the bushes. “Library is out. I can’t have anyone seeing us,” he said and I swallowed hard. I understood what he meant clearly.

Axel Donovan, captain of the hockey team, couldn’t be caught dead with Mia Smith, the girl who not only aced every test and can’t f**k a guy but was now trending for being dumped. Yes, it’s been a week yet I was still the hot topic.

It was painful. God, it was. Sure, I know you think I should be used to this but still, when you are constantly an embarrassment, it really does suck. I acted like I didn’t care at times but deep down it hurt me. Deep down I wished I was something even close to Sienna's maniacs.

I thought of all the things Axel was going to teach me, how Ryan would come running back and that made me suck it up.

“Fine,” I mumbled, unzipping my bag. I pulled out my notebook and a couple of pencils. Then I flipped to a chapter on quadratic equations. “We’ll start with the basics. Where do you want to start first?” I shifted uncomfortably. “You said you bombed the last quiz on factoring?” I asked.

He opened his mouth to respond when I heard a groan from somewhere behind the trees. My head snapped up toward the direction and when my eyes came into view with the sight, my throat dried up instantly.

There was a senior. His trousers were shoved down to his thighs and a girl was kneeling in front of him, bracing his hips and oh God, she was sucking his c**k. What’s more, it wasn’t just them.

To my left, half hidden by a rusted bench, another couple moved frantically. The girl was bent over the seat, skirt pushed up to her waist as the guy thrust into her from behind. Her moans synced with the slaps of skin to skin.

That’s when I realised I had never been here before… never seen this before. While my face burned I slammed the textbook shut on my lap as I wondered why he brought me here. “You’re sick,” I said and he smiled. “There’s no way I’ll tutor you here!”

“Why?” He raised a brow. “Does this scene make you feel things?”

“No,” I cleared my throat. “Why would you even want to be here? This is… it’s disgusting. People are literally…” I gestured vaguely. I couldn’t even complete the sentence.

My eyes were back on the girl on her knees, I guess out of curiosity. She now sucked him faster, using one hand to stroke it too. The guy had his head tipped back, his eyes half closed in pleasure.

“One hour please. I’ll pay double if you want. Just sit,” Axel said, leaning closer. His voice startled me as I was carried away by the scene.

A part of me wanted to run away, to tell him to find someone else but the extra cash, the money, the way he looked at me like I was his only hope to save his grade made me sit back. “What topics are you struggling with?” I asked.

“Uh, factoring…” He moved a little so his thighs brushed mine, causing me to suck in a breath. “Maybe the quadratic formula? I keep mixing…” His words dissolved into another loud moan.

The girl who was being f****d cried out: “Yes… f**k me… harder…” I shook my head as the guy picked up his speed, his hands gripping her ass hard. I was sure after this it was going to leave a mark.

Then suddenly I felt blood rush through me. I felt things I’ve never felt before. It felt like I was watching an orgy. My thighs clenched involuntarily and I tried to focus. I really did but I suddenly struggled to breathe so I started gasping for air.

I had never, ever in my life imagined the sight of s*x, the filthy sounds could ever make my skin prickle, n*****s tighten and my p***y throb.

There I found myself wishing I was the one being f****d like that. There I was pressing my legs so tight until my panties squeezed against my c**t.