A Life of a Teenage Girl

Did you ever had so many plans in your life and in a blink of an eye it was all shattered in front of you? That's how I felt when my mom decided that she's going to take me to spend my senior year in high school in Turkey. I was surprised of her decision well, I know I wasn't the best of a girl in the past 2 years although I had good grades in school however, I didn't act like a good girl at all and this bothered my mom so much. To me I was enjoying my life as much as possible but to her I was the doing disasters like throwing up parties at our house while she's gone, sneaking out of the house to go out with my friends (which are my cousins and my neighbors) or burning our kitchen for her to let me go out with my friends and lastly travelling to India in order to have some adventures while my family was out of town. This last one specifically was what made my parents decide that I have to go and live with our family in Turkey. I was more surprised because of mu father's reaction as he always wanted us all to live on the same roof even when my elder three sisters have gotten married they, their husbands and now their children are living with us and that was my father's conditions in order to let them get married. That's why I'm surprised at his reaction to my mother's decision because I also know that I'm his favorite daughter from my five sisters. Yes, I have five other sisters which adore me and love me so much as well. They are Farah, Sally, Amina, Jamila and  Joumana and that's their pattern in age by the way. I'm the youngest with a great age difference so I was like their child and I was so happy with this as they used to get me presents, dresses and toys when I was young. Also, I have three cousins which are the same age as mine that are Habiba, Sherry and Nadine. They are my bestfriends and I love them so much and a part of what's making me terribly sad is that they're not coming with me to Turkey as my mom saw that we are all bad influence on each other. I'm now preparing my bags in order to go to the Country that I don't know anything in except my family their which are my grandfather, my aunt from my father and my other cousins. They are all sweet and kind and loves me so much especially my grandfather as when he heard my mother's decision about me and my mother going to live with him in the castle he was on cloud nine and made all our preparations ready within a week. I was pulled out of my thoughts when the door of my room was knocked "Come in" I said. My father entered my room with sadness in his eyes and said "Can I talk to you before you go?". I nodded and he sat down with me on the bed and said "I know that you are very disappointed and angry because of your mother's decision and that you are very hurt because you knew that I agreed with this decision as well" I was going to say something when he stopped me saying "I made this for you, I chose to agree with your mother when you know this is very hard for me for your own sake". I completely lost it when I heard him "How is that for my own sake when you are taking my life, my plans and my dreams from me!!" I cried. "Taking my bestfriends, my sisters and my school and throwing me in a Country and to people that I barely know is for my own f*****g sake!!". My father was a very calm person that didn't react to my words with anger but with complete calmness and said "The country that you're talking about is your origin country I know that you've lived here in Egypt since you were born but that doesn't make your origin country a place that you can't live in and the people you're talking about are the rest of your family that loves you so much." "I know but I don't want to live there it makes me feel that you don't want me anymore." I started crying. "No dear of course not your departure from here will be that most painful thing we go through. You are our bundle of joy that we can't live without but as I told you we're doing this for your own sake." My dad said. "In the last 2 years of your life you became very adventurous and you risked your life more than once." he continue. "And how going to Turkey will help this to stop? This is my personality and how I want to live my life and nothing can be changed about this." I said angrily. When my dad was going to talk my door was opened again and then Habiba came in saying "Kiera, aunt Aishya want you down the car that will take you to the airport has arrived." and then I started crying again realizing that it isn't a joke and that I'm actually leaving. I hugged my bestfriend tightly as I don't know when I was going to see her again and went downstairs and directly to the car without even saying a word to anyone who was standing "She's hurt. Let her be for a while and then she's going to be okay." I heard my dad saying to my family and friends. When my mom said goodbye to everyone and got in the car she said "I know you're hurt and angry but I promise you will love this new life of yours." I didn't want to answer her when she continued " This is your New Beginning."