Amber's POV:
I didn't stay at the hospital for long, rushing home before it got dark.
I threw my backpack on the floor and sank tiredly into the small sofa.
Although I told Curt that my bad mood today was due to an argument with Lucy, deep down I knew very well that my emotions had soured since learning that Sidney was really with Natalie.
I cared too much about Sidney, or rather, I couldn't control myself.
Even though we weren't dating or hadn't even confessed our feelings, I felt an inexplicable bitterness, as if going through a breakup.
I buried my face in the crook of my arm, trying to calm my jumbled thoughts a little.
I wanted to be a strong Amber, not a crying Amber.
I had been holding myself back, and I would keep doing so. I took out my notebook from my backpack, trying to
