Chapter One: The House That Watches
The gravel crunches beneath Graceâs sandals as the Uber idles behind her, twin red brake lights glowing like a pair of tired eyes. She doesnât look back. Sheâs already halfway up the long circular drive, suitcase wheels bumping over uneven stones. The estate rises ahead of her like a sleeping giantâthree stories of weathered stone and climbing ivy, green as the summer air is thick.
She hasnât been home since Christmas. Seven months away, but it still stuns her how huge the house is. Grand in that arrogant, old-money way: pillared entrance, arched windows tall enough to swallow a cathedralâs shame, and the heavy iron front door that looks like it should groan when opened.
She pauses at the base of the steps. The air smells like overgrown roses and sun-warmed stone. Her shirt sticks to her lower back. Thunderheads bruise the sky beyond the treelineâjust heat lightning now, but the pressure feels like a held breath.
And somewhere inside this house is Julian.
She hasnât seen him in person since the holidays, just a few photos her mom had posted on f*******: before disappearing to Europe for the summer. Grace had zoomed in on them more times than sheâd admit. Julian with his button-down sleeves rolled, scotch in hand, that unreadable half-smile curving his mouth. A little more gray at the temples, maybe, but still the same lean body, the same shoulders that seem too broad to belong to a man who prefers books to sports.
She'd been twenty when her mother married himâlate for a second marriage, early for Grace to care. At first, sheâd been wary. Who was this quiet, polished, way-too-composed man her mother brought home like a new handbag?
Then heâd looked at her once. Really looked. Long enough to make her feel like the most dangerous thing in the room. Not a kid. Not a step-anything.
She knocks once, then twice. The door opens almost immediately.
Julian.
White linen shirt open at the throat, collarbones shadowed in the dusky light. Black slacks loose around his hips. He smells like sandalwood and tobacco leaf, something warm and complicated. His hair is damp at the temples like heâs just come from the showerâor just sweating, she realizes, with the heat.
âGrace,â he says, smile understated. That slow, almost curious way of speaking that makes it sound like heâs tasting your name. âYouâre early.â
âCouldnât wait,â she replies, and lets her smile linger. She watches the shift in his eyesâhow quickly he tracks her bare legs, the tiny hem of her denim shorts. Sheâs dressed for the drive, not for greeting her stepfather. But thatâs not an accident.
He steps aside, lets her pass. The foyer swallows her in cool air and the soft echo of her footsteps on marble. She always forgets how cold the house is, like it refuses to let summer in. Thereâs a vase of lilies on the table. Their scent is rich, almost too much.
Julian closes the door behind her, and the click of the latch sounds final.
âYour motherâs flight left late,â he says, gesturing toward the sweeping staircase. âSheâs already in Paris. Left this morning.â
âI know,â Grace answers. âShe called me from the airport. Sounded giddy.â
âShe usually is when sheâs shopping.â
He says it without judgment, but thereâs something tight in his voice, some subtle derision. Grace looks up at him, amused.
âYou two fighting again?â
Julianâs expression doesnât change, but the muscles in his jaw pulse faintly. âWe donât fight. We disagree. Occasionally with volume.â
He glances toward her suitcase. âWant help carrying that up?â
âNo,â she says, dragging it to the bottom of the stairs. âIâve got it. I need the workout.â
He doesnât argue. Just watches her start up the stairs, slowly, deliberately. She knows what her ass looks like in these shorts. She can feel his gaze like warm breath between her thighs.
And God help her, she likes it.
Her bedroom hasnât changed. Pale linen curtains float in the warm breeze, and her sheets are crisply turned down. The housekeeper mustâve come todayâeverything smells faintly of lavender and starch.
She unpacks slowly. Her fingers trail over folded bras, thin cotton panties, cropped sleep shirts. She picks one deliberatelyâwhite, sheer, hangs just below her hipsâand tosses it onto the bed. She imagines wearing it tonight. Imagines coming down for water. Imagines the way Julianâs eyes would catch, flicker, refuse to move away.
By the time she heads downstairs again, dusk has crept into the corners of the house. The lamps are on, warm pools of gold across leather and glass. She finds Julian in the sunroom, reading. He hasnât turned on the overhead lights, just a single tall lamp behind his chair.
He looks up as she enters. Sheâs barefoot now, wearing a tank top and the same tiny shorts. Her skin is flushed from the shower, still slightly damp at the collarbone. She drops onto the couch opposite him, legs folding beneath her.
âWhatâre you reading?â
He lifts the book slightly. The Collected Stories of Nabokov.
âJesus,â she says, grinning. âYou never change.â
His eyes narrow faintly. âYou say that like itâs a bad thing.â
âI donât know. Depends on how you were to begin with.â
âGrace,â he says, her name like a warningâbut thereâs amusement too, buried under the low timber of his voice. âAre you trying to provoke me already?â
âOnly a little.â She stretches her arms above her head, sighing as her spine arches. âItâs just⊠good to be home.â
Heâs silent for a beat too long. Then: âYou were supposed to stay in New York for the summer.â
âI was supposed to take that internship at that awful hedge fund.â She leans back on her elbows. âThen I realized I donât want to wear heels and kiss ass for the next ten years.â
âSo instead you came here. To⊠kiss mine?â
Itâs a dry joke, but it lands between them like a lit match. Her breath hitches just enough to give her away. Julian doesnât move. Doesnât smirk. Just watches.
âI came for the pool,â she says airily. âAnd the view.â
âAh,â he murmurs, eyes on her throat now. âThe view.â
Thereâs silence then, taut and vibrating. The sound of cicadas rising in waves through the open windows. The breeze lifting the edge of her tank top. His gaze follows it, lingers on the bare skin just below her ribs. He closes his book without marking the page.
âIâll open a bottle,â he says, voice low.
âIâm twenty-one,â she calls as he walks past. âNo rules now.â
He doesnât answer. Just disappears into the kitchen. When he returns, heâs carrying two glasses and a bottle of white wine, the condensation already sliding down the green glass.
They drink in silence for a while. She sits cross-legged now, sipping slowly, letting the alcohol fuzz the edges of her thoughts. Heâs across from her, legs stretched out, one arm slung over the back of the chair. Watching. Always watching.
âHowâs school?â he asks eventually.
âFine.â
âYou like it?â
âNo.â
âWhy not?â
âBecause everyone thereâs trying too hard. They act like they know everything. Iâd rather be here.â
He doesnât reply. Just takes another sip of wine. She watches his throat move as he swallows, watches the tendons shift under skin.
âItâs weird without her here,â she says, voice softer now. âThe house feels⊠different.â
Julian nods. âQuieter.â
âBetter?â
He doesnât answer that either. Instead, he stands, sets his empty glass down. âI should lock up.â
Grace watches him moveâhow his shirt pulls across his back, the clean lines of his shoulders. Something stirs low in her belly, dangerous and old and familiar.
âI might go for a swim,â she says. âAfter dark.â
He pauses by the door. Looks back. âAlone?â
She smiles. âUnless you want to join.â
His mouth twitches. But he says nothing.
When he disappears down the hall, she lets her head fall back against the cushions and exhales slowly. Her skin is hot. Her thighs sticky against the fabric. Her n*****s hard under her thin shirt, no bra tonight. She hadnât planned to feel this keyed up already.
But maybe she had.
The next morning dawns hot and bright. Birds loud. The smell of cut grass thick in the air. She comes downstairs in nothing but her tiny white sleep shirt. No panties. She tells herself itâs because itâs too hot to wear anything more. But her heartbeat says otherwise.
Julianâs in the kitchen. French press on the counter, sleeves rolled, forearms tan and dusted with fine hair. He doesnât look at her right away. Just slides a mug toward her.
âCoffee?â
âPlease,â she says, voice hoarse.
She perches on a stool, one knee drawn up. Her shirt rides dangerously high. She knows it. He knows it. But he doesnât lookâyet.
âSleep okay?â
âSort of. Dreamed too much.â
âAbout what?â
She grins. âSwimming.â
He pours himself a cup, slow and methodical. Then leans against the counter, finally meeting her eyes.
âDid you swim last night?â
âNo. Got distracted.â
âWith what?â
âYou.â
Thereâs a silence that could slice skin.
He doesnât speak. Doesnât move. Just stares, the air between them electric, suffocating. She shifts on the stool, thighs parting just a little more. She watches his eyes flick downâjust for a secondâthen snap back up.
Then he turns away, lifts his mug. âWe should get groceries today. House is empty.â
âSo am I,â she murmurs, just loud enough for him to hear.
He freezes for half a heartbeat. Then walks out.
She laughs under her breath. Victory curling warm in her chest.
By sunset, the storm has arrived. Lightning forks across the sky, thunder cracking close. The power flickers, then steadies. She walks through the hallway barefoot, floor cool under her soles, shadows rippling like water.
Julianâs in the study now, shirt half unbuttoned, collar open. The heatâs gotten to him too. A bead of sweat rolls down the side of his neck. She stares at it, transfixed.
âStill planning on swimming?â he asks, voice dry.
âToo stormy. Iâd drown.â
He glances up. âDonât tempt fate.â
âNever,â she says, smiling slowly. âFate doesnât tempt me.â
Another pause. This one loaded.
âYou hungry?â he asks.
âI could eat.â
âIâll cook.â
She follows him to the kitchen, watches the way he moves, precise and effortless. He cooks like he readsâslow, thoughtful, no wasted motion. She doesnât help. Just sits and watches, knees drawn up on the stool, arms wrapped around them.
âI forgot you were good at this,â she says, voice soft.
âIâm good at a lot of things,â Julian says without looking at her.
The words land low in her belly. Hot. Sharp.
She swallows hard.
They eat by candlelight when the power finally dies for real. The storm howls against the windows. Outside, the trees lash and bend.
Inside, something else is bending.
Something is curling and coiling, drawing them inward. Grace can feel it like a rope tightening around her throat. A pull she doesnât resist.
After dinner, she reaches for a bottle of wine without asking. Julian doesnât stop her. They sit close on the couch, knees almost touching. The flickering candlelight throws long shadows, softens the edges of everything.
Their glasses empty too quickly. Her skin is too hot. Her thighs ache.
She turns toward him. Her lips part.
Julian looks at her like heâs reading the last page of a novel he didnât want to end. And for a moment, neither of them moves.
The candle crackles.
He leans inâslow, hesitantâbut itâs her who bridges the final inch.
Her mouth finds his. Soft. Testing.
Then again, firmer. Hungrier.
And he doesnât stop her. Doesnât pull away.
His hand risesâcurls around her jaw.
She moans, soft and broken.
And just as his tongue flicks across hers, just as his hand slips to the back of her neckâ
He pulls away.
âGrace,â he whispers, breathless. âStop.â
She stares at him, wide-eyed, lips swollen, chest heaving.
He closes his eyes. Stands.
Walks out.
Leaves her burning.
Alone.