BOOK3: Chapter 16: Ravaged by Obsession
On one particular night, she finds herself lying alone on her empty bed, staring up at the ceiling, her mind a whirlwind of restless, relentless thoughts. What is she thinking about? She’s thinking about her stupidity. About her reckless, pathetic behavior. About how hopelessly dense she’s been. She can’t even begin to understand what the hell has gotten into her to make her this stupid, this desperately unhinged.
Just what the f**k is she doing?
She hasn’t even gone that far—hadn’t even sunk this deep into the relationship—and yet here she is, drowning. She’s barely dipped her toes into it, and she’s already f****d her son—or rather, her stepson—more than five times during the short trip her husband’s been away. She knows she can’t go on like thi
