Dominic Fear. Panic. Every emotion I have ever shoved deep down into my soul so that I would never feel them again came raging to the surface. First, when I found out that she was in danger. Then when I found out she had been taken. Now.... now it was watching Chris take her away from me and the look of utter pain and betrayal on her face. That was what hurt the worst. Her thinking we had betrayed her. That we purposely hurt her. We didnt. Not intentionally. These feelings sank deep into my bones and stayed there, heavy and suffocating like something ancient wrapped its hands around my throat and decided that they weren't going to let go. Shes gone. The thought was feral. Wild and uncontrolled things that were running rampant in my mind. She's f*****g gone. Raven was gone and she wa

