My Life With You

Chapter 2 - meeting you

The day we decided to meet I was on edge the entire day. I was excited but my nerves and my anxiety was through the roof.

I was certain it would all end today. I just hoped he had the decency to at least pretend to be attracted to me so we could enjoy our day. That’s what everyone else did..

I was at the bus station waiting for him, he was messaging me the entire day and it was about a few minutes before we were meeting, he had messaged me

“I’m just around the corner, I can’t wait to meet you” he had said to me.

I smiled to my self because secretly, I was so ecstatic to meet him. I wanted happiness so badly. I wanted to be with him. I really saw something in him, potential.

I decided to message him back so he didn’t think I was just ignoring him

“God, me too but I’m so nervous.. what if you decide you don’t like me when we meet because of the way I look” i said sadly. Knowing the outcome that always happened to me.

“I don’t care about looks” he told me, he sounded serious but I just couldn’t believe him, not until his actions proved otherwise.

I saw his car come into the car park so I did the only thing that I could think about. I hid.

Yes you read right. I hid. I had no idea what else to do, I was just so scared and nervous. I dont want my happiness to end.

After a few minutes, I decided that I couldn’t spend all day hiding behind the wall so I got up. I knew he seen me.. I turned around and I saw him coming up towards me with a giant smile on his face that reached his eyes.

He was near me now. I was nervous.

“I was going to jump the wall there but I’d probably fall flat on my face” he laughed as his hand was on the wall. I laughed at him as he walked around to come through the bus station to come face to face with me. He was tall. About 6”2 I looked so small standing next to him with my 5”6 self.

“Hi” I said timidly.

I had so much more confidence on messages, knowing that you can’t see there reaction to you. But I knew I had to meet William. I had to explore the possibility of happiness.. even though I knew what was coming.

“Hi” he smiled after he said it

Where would you like to go” he asked nicely smiling down at me.

He’s probably only being nice to get this day over with. Yeah that’s why he’s looking at me like that. God I was nervous.

“Anywhere you like” I replied. Well that was a s**t answer.

We both decided to go sit down in a restaurant not far from where we were, it was a quick walk. We sat down at a table facing each other.

He was so handsome, his blue eyes were like pools of the ocean hidden behind giant eye lashes, his smile was contagious, I couldn’t stop looking at him. He was everything and more and so much more gorgeous in person.

He was way out of my league. Someone like him, would never entertain someone like me. I was upset but I didn’t let him see that.

He was looking at me now, at the time I was messaging his cousin.. explaining that it wouldn’t last , he doesn’t love me because of the way I looked, I liked his cousin, we got along. Again, I had never met her, she was younger than me but she was so lovely and made me feel so welcome within the family.

“What are yous talking about” he said while studying me

I just shook my head, I didn’t want him to think I was desperate. But I was. I wanted his love. I wanted him to look at only me. I wanted his undivided attention. I wanted him to my self

“Show me” he persisted.

I just decided to show him, I turned my phone around and showed him. I looked away while he read.

All I thought was, he agrees with me, he doesn’t want me, he wants someone that looks better, someone that he can show off. That wasn’t me.

I was brought out of my thoughts by a tut.

I slowly turned my head and stared at him

He was shaking his head.

I confusingly looked at him and titled my head “what”

“I do still like you, I told you, I don’t care about looks, anyways you’re beautiful” he told me sternly

In that moment. I was shocked. I didn’t know what to say.. i smiled

“I like you too” i blushed and looked down at my hands

We spent the next 20 minutes just sitting at the table talking, getting to know each other. It was so refreshing to finally realise what it felt to be good enough. After we spoke a bit more we decided we’d go for a walk, it was amazing spending the day with him but it was far from over, I couldn’t stop smiling at how funny he was. He truly did like me and I honestly couldn’t believe it.

We walked in and out of shops but my favourite one had to be Pets and home, I’m all for the animals, I’m currently at college studying animal management and I absolutely love it.

Inside the store we saw rabbits, rats and fish and we spoke about the pets we had when we were younger and what pets we had now. The conversation between us flowed so easily.

I was really enjoying my self.

We went in another store and came out with a lot of sweet treats that were way to bad for our health but in that moment I don’t think any of us cared. He made me try an awful chocolate and instantly had to put it in the bin.

He just laughed at me.

And of course I laughed back.

“I’m really enjoying my self with you” i looked up at him while as I said that. God he was tall.

“I am as well” he looked down at my small self and replied to me.

After finishing up at the stores we both agreed that we would go back to the restaurant

but i was so nervous to eat infront of him, I didn’t tell him that though.

This time we sat down in a booth.

“What would you like” he asked sweetly

“Oh, nothing I’m not really hungry” I said while looking anywhere but him.

I looked back at him after a minute silence and he was staring at me with his left eye brow up as if he knew I was lying. He looked sexy doing that.

“I’ll have what you’re having then” he smiled and nodded his head at me as if he was satisfied with my reply.

He walked away to the counter and I let out a breath that I didn’t know I was holding.

I really like him.

Does he still want to be with me? I mean yes he asked me to be his girlfriend but am I still his girlfriend after meeting? Maybe I Should ask?

No, that would make me look weird.

William quickly came back over and placed the food down and sat down beside me and tucked in to his food. I just sat there awkwardly looking at him.

He came back with 1 tray of his favourite so we could share

“Aren’t you going to eat something” he smiled at me with his left brow up again. Something he seemed to do a lot.

“I guess I’m just a little nervous to eat anything in-front of you” this time I looked straight into his ocean blue eyes while I said that.

“Well..” he said while looking me intensely

I sucked in a breathe and closed my thighs impossibly closer. I loved it when it looked at my like that. Like I was the only girl that he was completely focused on

“At least eat these” he handed me some chicken. It was so sweet that he offered me his favourite part of the meal.

Again, we just talking about everything and anything and it was by far the best day of my life.

It was to soon that the day ended, we walked hand in hand back to his car. I really hoped he wanted to see my again.

We finally got back to his car and turned around to face me. He moved me so I was leaning on the side of his car and he had either side of his hands beside me. He stared into

My eyes, then my lips.

Omg is he going to kiss me?

he leaned down inching closer towards me. I didn’t want to move incase I read this whole thing wrong but as quickly as the thought came it disappeared the moment his soft lips moved against mine.

My first real kiss..

Sparks erupted from my mouth to every end of my body. My finger tips, my toes.

It was a toe curling kiss

He pulled away and I instantly felt cold without his touch. He Leaned his forehead on mine and we looked into each others eyes before I broke the silence.

“Wow.. that was”

“Intense” He ended my sentence with a cocky smile.

“Yes” I smiled at him.

He finally broke away from me and lifted my hand and kissed it like a real gentlemen. God this man can change his tempo fast.

Sexy bad boy to gentlemen real quick and I didn’t mind one bit.

I can’t believe I just kissed him first day meeting him. Was it wrong? It certainly felt right.

After our sexy encounter just minutes before, my knees still felt weak. But he gave me once last glance before getting in his car and driving away.

I watched him leave the car park and suddenly got a message on my phone

*DING*

I looked down and seen I had a message from William. I opened it instantly

“I really enjoyed my time with you today, you are beautiful, I can’t wait for you to sleep over this weekend”

His message gave me butterflies.

“Me too” Is all I could say. I was still in shock that he still wanted me.

today was by far the best day of my life.