Chapter One
Chapter One
(Nia's POV)
"Congratulations, Mrs. Blackwood. You're pregnant."
I sat frozen in the white chair and stared at the doctor like she'd spoken a language I didn't know.
"That's not possible," I said. "Six months ago, a doctor in this same hospital told me I would never carry a child. He said the damage was permanent."
Dr. Okafor turned her screen toward me and pointed at a small dark shape on the grainy image.
"Permanent doesn't always mean what we think it means." She smiled gently. "Your body had other plans."
I looked at the tiny flicker of life that wasn't supposed to exist.
And just like that, I was back on the yacht.
- - - - - - -
(One Year Ago)
It had been six months ago. A clear, bright afternoon, both families together on the Blackwood yacht. The kind of perfect day that only exists to make everything that comes after it hurt more.
I had stood at the edge of it all and watched my own family love someone else.
Heather, laughing at every word that fell from Sienna's mouth. Adrian, leaning close to her with that rare softness in his face I had never once been given. Even my father had looked up from his calls long enough to smile at her.
I was the daughter with the blood. The name. The marriage certificate. And still I stood among them like a guest who had wandered in by mistake.
So I walked to the bow, alone, just to breathe.
Sienna followed me. She always did, when no one could see.
"You looked so lonely back there," she said sweetly, coming to stand beside me at the rail. Then her face changed. The softness drained out of her eyes, and what was left underneath was cold. "It must be exhausting, pretending you belong."
"I don't have to pretend," I said. "I'm the blood in that family. I'm the name on Adrian's marriage license. You're the one living a life that was never yours."
For half a second, her pretty face cracked.
"You really think blood makes you a daughter?" she whispered, leaning close, still smiling for anyone who might be watching from the deck. "Heather raised me. Adrian grew up loving me. You can keep your DNA and your little signature. You'll always be the orphan they were forced to take back."
"We'll see," I said.
That was my mistake.
Her hands shot out and slammed into my chest.
The rail vanished. The sky tilted. And then the water rose up and swallowed me whole.
It was so cold it felt like knives going in. The sea closed over my head, dragging at my clothes, filling my mouth and my nose and my lungs. I kicked toward the light and the waves shoved me back down. I remember the silence beneath the surface. I remember thinking, with a strange and quiet horror, that I was going to die here, in front of my entire family, and they would all call it an accident.
Then a hand closed around my arm and hauled me up into the air.
Adrian. My husband. He dragged me out of the sea and onto the deck, and for one breathless, drowning second, with his arms hard around me and something like panic in his eyes, I let myself believe he actually cared.
Then Sienna started to cry.
"She slipped! I tried to grab her, I swear. Why is she looking at me like that? Why would I ever hurt my own sister?"
And my mother. The mother whose blood ran in my veins, the one I'd spent twenty years dreaming about from a cold orphanage bed. She did not come to me, soaked and shaking on the deck. She crossed straight to Sienna and wrapped her in her arms.
"Nia, that's enough," she said over Sienna's trembling shoulder. "It was an accident. Stop trying to turn your sister into a monster."
‘Your sister’.
As if Sienna shared a single drop of my blood. As if she hadn't just tried to drown me with her own two hands.
I said nothing. There was no point. In that family, Sienna's tears would always be louder than my truth.
Three days later, the same hospital told me I would never have children.
I grieved alone. The way I did everything.
- - - - - - -
"Mrs. Blackwood?" Dr. Okafor's voice pulled me back. "You've gone very pale. Do you need water?"
"I'm fine." My hand had drifted to my stomach without my permission. "How far along am I?"
"About nine weeks." She glanced back at the screen, and her expression shifted. She leaned in, adjusted the image. "Actually, hold on a moment."
My heart slammed into my ribs. "What? What's wrong?"
"Nothing's wrong." She turned the monitor fully toward me and pointed. "Here. And here. Do you see them?"
Two small flickers.
Two tiny, stubborn heartbeats.
"Mrs. Blackwood," she said, "you're not carrying one baby. You're carrying twins."
The room tilted.
Twins. After being told there would be none.
I pressed my hand flat against my stomach, and for the first time in six months, something warm and fierce bloomed in my chest.
These were mine. Whatever else they'd stolen from me, my name, my childhood, my mother's arms, these two were mine.
And then the cold rushed in right behind the warmth.
Because there was still Adrian.
My husband.
A man who looked straight through me like I was made of glass. A man who saved his warmth, his patience, his every gentle word for the woman who had tried to drown me.
One year of marriage, and he had never once looked at me the way he looked at Sienna.
How would a man like that react to learning his unwanted wife was carrying his children?
The thought made my stomach turn.
He didn't want me. That much had always been clear. But these babies were Blackwood blood. They were heirs. And the moment Adrian knew they existed, they stopped being only mine.
They became something his family could claim. Something Sienna could destroy.
I looked down at the little black and white photo the nurse had pressed into my hand. Two faint shapes. Two heartbeats. The most precious, most dangerous secret I would ever keep.
I pressed it to my chest, and I made myself a promise.
No one was going to take these two from me. Not my husband. Not Sienna. Not the family that had already decided I wasn't worth choosing.
But promises were easy in a quiet hospital room.
Out there, in the house I went to every night, was a man who could ruin everything with a single word, and a woman who had already tried to kill me once.
How was I ever supposed to tell him?
And the question that turned my blood to ice as I sat alone in that bright white room…
How was he going to react?