***Kaid's POV***
I'm no longer Alpha of my pack, I gave that duty to James, and I've been doing nothing but wallowing in my room by myself in an abyss of self pity and depression. I can still feel her, and everytime he touches her I feel sickness in my stomach and my wolf screams in pain. They've been f*****g multiple times a day since she sent me back, and I wanted to tear him apart with my bare hands, but all I could do was lay there and whimper, like the pitiful piece of s**t I had become. How could I have done that to her?
It was agony. My heart burned in my chest like a slow hot poker was being pressed into it. I cried. I cried once when I saw her, after she had brought me back from the dead, but those were happy tears, these were not. This was misery. Misery I could do nothing abo
