Behind The Sunset

,,Come on Sarah, get your lazy ass off the bed!"My brother yelled behind the door of my room. I always keep my door locked because my lovely brother always pour cold wateJr over my sleepy head. I groaned and get up from my comfy bed. ,,I will miss you buddy."I patted my bed and narrow my eyes toward pillow. ,,Don't cheat on me with the pillow, wait for me."I said to the bed and run to the bathroom. ,,Ah, f*****g finally!"My brother groaned and slam his palm on the counter. ,,What?"I ask him and he roll his eyes and look all over me with the disgust. ,,Why are you always look like the social case?"He ask me and I roll my eyes now. ,,Because I don't want attention, I told you million times."I said to him and start to walk outside to parking lot where is our car been. ,,Hey loser, I don't coming back home tonight, say mom that I will be sleeping at the Mike tonight."He said after he was unlock his car. ,,Why don't you told her?"I asked him annoyed. ,,Because you will." He throw the wink and I fake gagged. ,,Fine jackass."I flip him and sit at my car. ,,Sarah?" The voice call me and I smile. ,,Hi baby."I hug my boyfriend Jeremy. ,,Do you want to we grab our lunch outside the school today?"He wiggled his eyebrows and I frown. ,,I can't baby, I'm on my period."I said and he pout. ,,You are so cute." I said to him and he kiss me after I watch him run through the crowd. ,,Do you think it's time to give him some action?"My best friend whisper to my ear and I shiver. ,,I don't know."I shrug my shoulders. ,,We dating almost six months."I added. ,,Do you know that you can't always hold him off." Jess told me and I chuckle. ,,I don't know does he love me yet, what if I gave my virginity to him, and he dumped me after that?"I asked her and she shrug. ,,Maybe you should just know when you are ready."She say and I slap my forehead. ,,I'm ready, I know I am, but I don't know if he deserve that yet."I told her and she wave some hot dude. ,,You should talk to him, not me."She said and grab both of my shoulders. ,,What if we play some game with him, if he pass then you should sleep with him, and if he fall you would know."She whisper and I shrug my shoulders. ,,I will think about that,I talk to you later, ok?"I kiss her cheek and hurried down the hallway toward classroom. ,,Who you get on mind?"I text Jess and she reply immediately. ,,My cousin is kinda hot, and she have history with him, actually they sit together."She text me and I think about that again. ,,Okay, meet me at the cafeteria after this class."I text her and loud voice interrupt my texting. ,,Do you mind listen or you just keep texting miss Holly?"I bring my head up, and blush at the mr. Peter, my math teacher. ,,Sorry sir, it never happen again."I said and he clear his throat and continue to teach. I slowly wiggle in my seat, feeling all eyes over me. This is the first time that I am highlighted in front all class. I bet that they even know my name. I'm really f****d up. ,,Hey, guess what?"Jess said to me after she sit beside me at the cafeteria. ,,What?"I ask her and look at the Jeremy with his friends. ,,She will text him. She need his number."Jess told me and I gave her his number and we watch his reaction when he got message. ,,What she will send him?"I ask Jess. ,,That he is kinda cute and she asked him if he want to grab coffee after school."Jess answer and I can't pear my eyes of Jeremy. ,,Look like he is frowning at something." Jess whisper and I nod. ,,Look she send me a screenshot."Jess show me the picture. ,,I guess that you need to lose your virginity baby."Jess told me and I can't stop smiling. He pass. He just send her Sorry, I have girl. ,,I guess that you are right."I told her and grin like a cheshire cat. ,,Hey baby."Jeremy call me after school. ,,Hey love."I said to him and smile. ,,You are in the good mood."He smile and I roll my eyes even if he don't see me. ,,I guess I am."I said to him. Does he is gonna tell me about the texts? ,,Do you know what happen when we been at the lunch?"He asked me and I laugh. Off course he is gonna tell me. ,,What?"I play with him. ,,Mike told me that your brother is going to ask your parents about lake house."He said and I frown. ,,For what?"I asked him. ,,He is gonna throw a party this weekend there."He said and I shook my head. They never let him do that. ,,Oh, I was thinking that you are gonna tell me something different."I pick his interest. ,,Like what?"He laugh if I am crazy. ,,Oh, nothing."I'm sad right now. ,,Do you want to come here?"I bit my lip after I ask him. ,,Hm, I don't know. Does your parent's at home?"he asked me and I said no. ,,I'l be there in 20."he said and I run to the shower. It's time to lose my virginity. I pick my sexiest underwear and bra and put them after I shower and shave every hair on my body. Just after I put my shorts and crop top, somebody knock on my door. This is going to be first time that Jeremy see my skin. I'm always on my sweatshirts and pants. I open the door and grinned. i immediately close my mouth when the school jock standing at my dorway. ,,Hi."I clear my throat and furrow my eyebrows. ,,Hi, I need to see Jack." Zane, aka fuckboy said. ,,Sorry, he is at Mike house."I said and smile sheepishly and hide behind the door. ,,Who you are if you don't mind my asking?"He scratch his neck and blush a little. ,,I'm Sarah, his younger sister."I said and car start to came in our direction. It's Jeremy. ,,Thank you for information about Jack." He smile and I nod my head. ,,It's not a problem."I said and look at the Jeremy. He stood there watching Zane and me. ,,Yo Zane, whats up?"Jeremy ask Zane and I look at my outfit. I blush. This is the first time that somebody after so many years see my skin, and that somebody need to be the most arrogant asshole in the whole school. And the best friend of my brother. Losers. ,,Hey babe." Jeremy smile at me and Zane look's between us like we head two heads on our shoulders. ,,Hey love."I hug him and he look at me after he pull over. ,,What the f**k?"He smile and blink few times. Somebody clear throat, and we look at the Zane. ,,I should go."He said and turn around. ,,Alright, bye."I close the door and sigh ,,Is this my Sarah?" He ask me and I nod. ,,Yeah."I said and he hug me. ,,You smell wonderful." He said and kiss me on the neck. I shiver and he chuckle. ,,What's up?" He ask me and I sit on the couch, and pat the space beside me. ,,I want to do something."I said and smile nervously. ,,Like what?"He ask me confused. ,,You know.."I start, I'm to shy to tell him to just f**k me. ,,You want to we have s*x?"he asked and I nod eagerly. ,,Yeah."I whisper ,,But you tell me this morning that you are on your period?"He asked confused again. Oh crap. ,,Yeah, well, I lied, because I wasn't ready. But now I am."I smile and he chuckle. ,,Are you sure? Because, I'm not on rush. I will wait for you forever if you want.I mean, look at you. I'm crazy about you."he said and I blush. ,,I'm crazy about you, too."I trail behind his words. ,,Well, I need to say to something first."He lean towards me and peck my lips. ,,Go on."I smile encourage him. ,,I think that I love you. I want to tell this the next time I would see you, but you asked me to come here. And, please don't think that I said this because you are ready to sleep with me, I'm in love with you for long time ago. And, I want to say something again, If you are not ready yet, I will wait to you."He said and my eyes are gloss now. I think that I'm going to cry. ,,I'm ready."I whisper and kiss him on the cheek. ,,And I love you too."I added. ,,Come on, let's go to your room.I want to see you in the bed."He said and I shiver. We stood up, and go upstairs to my room. Okay, this is it. Bye,bye virginity. IN THE MEANTIME.... -ZANE ,,Yo, Jack, what's up?"I called my best friend. ,,Hey dude, we just hang out at the Mike's. Where are you?" He asked me. ,,I'm at your driveway, your sister just tell me that you are at the Mike's tonight."I tell him confused. Why he was never mention his sister. This girl is fire. ,,Sarah told you?" He ask and I confirm. ,,Do you wanna come over to Mike, he is calling you." Jack say. ,,Yeah, I'm on my way." I know my best friend for 5 years now, and he never told me about his sister. Heck, I know his parent's, but I never met before this girl. I need to know more about her. But, she is in the relationship with that baseball player, Jeremy i think is his name. I saw him last night with another girl, he kissed her. I need to tell Jack about that guy. Or I should keep my month sealed. ,,Hey."Mike open the door and I look over his shoulder where is Jack. ,,Did you know that Jack have a sister?"I whisper and Mike shook his head. ,,No dude, what the f**k? Is she hot?"He smirk and I punch him on the shoulder. ,,Let me tell you, this girl is fire."I answer his question. ,,Hey Jack, can I talk to you for a minute?"I ask my best friend and he nod his head, and leave a joystick at the table. ,,What do you want, if you want to ask me about my sister, I can't tell you anything. I know that she looks like a social case, but I can't replace her."he smirk and I know that he is joking. ,,I just want to ask you about her boyfriend?" He look at me like I a'm crazy. ,,Who is her boyfriend?"He asked me and I look at him confused. ,,That dude, Jeremy. The baseball player, we go to the same school." I explain to him and he start to think. ,,Did I saw him last night with that blonde girl?"He asked me, and I nod. ,,Yeah, because of that I wanted to talk to you. You should tell her. She doesn't know."I tell him, and he nod. ,,Let's go. I need more hands."he said and I follow him eager to see her again. What is going on with my head? I'm confused about my feelings. Is this love at the first sight? ,,Where is he live?"He asked me and I raise my eyebrows. ,,He is at your house, he just came there when she told me that you are at the Mike's house."I told him and he cursed under breathe. ,,I don't need him at my house, or in her bed." He said and I feel anger, what he would do to her in her bed. I need to fight that guy. ,,Let's go, we need to punch that guy."I said angrier than I ever was. IN THE MEANTIME... -SARAH ,,Did I hurt you?"Jeremy asked me after we finished. We just lay down on my bed. ,,No, I need to shower."i tell him and I try to walk, but I'am to sore between my legs. ,,I will be waiting for you." He said and I grab some dress and go to the bathroom. After I finished my shower and put my dress on, Jeremy sit on my bed dressed. ,,Do you want to eat something?"I ask him and he nod kiss me on the lips. ,,let's go to the kitchen."I smile at him and he follow me downstairs. I saw a lights from the car on our driveway. Who is it? ,,Sarah?"My brother yelled at the hallway. ,,In the kitchen."I yell back. What is he doing here, he told me that he would sleep at the Mike's. ,,what are you doing here?"I asked him when he came in the kitchen, Zane on his trail. ,,What this motherfucker doing here?"He pointed to the Jeremy and Jeremy clear his throat. ,,He is my boyfriend Jack. I was going to tell you anytime soon, but you never was at the home."I explain him. ,,This s**t here you call your boyfriend?" He is pretty annoyed with Jeremy and I don't know why. ,,Yeah, we dating almost six months."I said confused. ,,Six months?!"He yelled again and I flinch at his voice. ,,Slow down man, you scaring her."Zane told Jack. ,,This piece of s**t that you calling boyfriend is cheating on you Sarah." Jack told me and I gasp. ,,What?" I asked him confused. ,,I saw him last night at the other girl mouth, he was kissing her."I turn to Jeremy and waiting for him to say something. ,,Say something."I almost cry but Jeremy doesn't say anything. ,,You told me that you love me one hour ago?!"I yell at him but he just blink at me. ,,I do love you."He said and I scoff. ,,I see how you love me. You told me that you would wait for me, but you are screwing others girls behind my back." I yell again. I'm so stupid. I just sleep with him. I gave him my most precious thing. I'm so broken. ,,Get the f**k out of my house, you motherfucker. I can't believe. I really can't believe."I try to breathe, but my chest is so heavy. this is not happening. ,,I will leave, but I need to tell you something first."he told me and I took a deep breathe. ,,what?"I keep my strength. ,,I really love you."He told me and start to walk towards door. ,,wait, I didn't finished with you."Jack yelled after him but I stopped him. ,,No Jack, you don't need to do that."I shook my head and start to cry. ,,You should tell me about him, I would warn you. What if Zane didn't asked me about you and him? He would continued to cheat on you, and you would sleep with him. Oh my Gosh!"He said and hug me. ,,Oh Jack."I cried louder. ,,Shh, it's okay."He kiss my hair and I cry more. ,,I did sleep with him."I tell him. ,,What?!"Zane and him yell at the same time. ,,I'm sorry." I hug him. ,,Come on, we find him. And he would regret everything."Zane told me and pat my back. ,,No. I need to revenge at him."I said confident. ,,How you would do that?" Jack asked me. ,,I will think something."I shrug my shoulders and he smile at him. ,,I call the delivery. We should eat."Jack told me and I shook my head. ,,I'm not hungry."I said ,,No, you should eat."Jack told me. ,,I'm going to buy some ice cream. I heard that is icecream is a cure for breakups."Zane said and I can't help but smile at him. His breath hitch, and I blink few times. The what? ,,Okay, I'm going."Zane said and run to the door.