Bianca (When two broken heart meets)

THREE WEEKS AGO I returned back home after school feeling so tired and just as expected i meet dad at the parlor looking so drunk, i checked the time and notice it was 3:30PM, mom isn't home yet, i guess she's still at her shop which is located not too far from here just down the street. Gary said he would come and pick me up because we gonna hang out today i need to take a warm bath, get dressed and wait for him but seeing dad in this condition i have to help him walk to his room. "dad.. you look so wasted as always" i grumbled then walked over to help him stand up but he pushed me. "am better off this way.. don't touch me! he yelled while tears start to build up in my eyes, i was about walking to my room when he pull me back. "you have no right to interfere in whatever i do in this house because this is my house and... "i have every right to talk because this also affect mom and i. Mom deserves someone better and not someone like you, i don't even know why i have someone like you as a father, do you know how mom cried each day and hope you'll change for good," i yelled in tears but the next thing i felt was his slap on my cheeks. "you have no right to talk back at me this way, Ellen still loves me this way so don't blab nonsense to my face," he yelled while i cried the more, immediately the door went open and i was surprise to see Gary- he came on time and i haven't even change. "Bianca! he smiled but his smile faded away when he saw me in tears. He knows about my dad and that's the reason dad never loved him too. "let get out of here," he said then held my hand and drag me out. We walked to where his car was and he open the door for me to entered. "is he bothering you again? that man need to be arrested because he don't deserves a daughter like you," Gary half yelled looking so angry. "hope he didn't hurt you," he cooed then pulled me into a hug while i cried in his arms. . Gary decide to take me to his house, he said his parents both travelled out and we can have so much fun. The drive was quiet, i was just staring through the window, my mind occupied with so many thoughts. I grew up to know my dad is always useless, he doesn't contribute or add anything to the family and i sometimes wonder why mom haven't kick him out, he doesn't deserves her at all and through out all these years seeing the pains he caused me and mom i feel like hating him but i can't because he's still my father and i still hope he will change for the best. According to mom she said dad became like this ever since they lost my sister even before i was born, mom hasn't completely tell me all that happen but i just hope our family will be complete someday and dad will take up his responsibilities and love me as he should. We arrived to Gary's mansion and he opened the door for me. "you're so lucky you know," i smile staring the huge mansion, this isn't my first time of coming here but the place look so amazing each time i come. We walked to the sitting and i sat down sadly on the sofa trying to forget about dad. "you need to take a shower and get dressed," Gary said while i realize i was still in my school uniform. I nodded then followed him to his room. "don't you think it's high time your dad rot in jail, he might end up killing you someday," he said while i turn to look at him. "dad will be fine sooner or later, that's what mom always tells me and i hope he will," i sighed. "what! he will only be fine when he's done killing you and your mom, you can't live with such a man under your roof," "i will be fine Gary, you don't have to worry too much," i smile then walked to his bathroom. . I took a warm bath and that make me feel so relief, i try to think about something else, i don't want to occupied my mind with dad i just hope he change before it's too late. I walked to Gary's room and meet him seated on the bed busy with his phone. "what took you so long? he asked i rolled my eyes. "did i really stayed long? i asked back then sat down on his chair facing the large mirror. "maybe you can help me dry my hair," i said.. "sure babe," he smile and without hesitation he reached for the dryer and helped me dry my hair. I love Gary so much and the reason why i trusted him so much was because we've been dating for two years now and this two years has been the best years of my life having someone like him, one thing i like about him is that he isn't a flirt and am the only one he loves just that Gary surprised me last month, during my eighteen birthday, he surprise me by asking of s*x. He said he loved me and by now i should trust him. I love him too but i never wanted us to get too intimate to that extend but i guess Gary was right i should trust him with my everything, i gave him my virginity and we made love that day, i was so scared i don't know if am doing the right thing again but all i know is that i love Gary and am willing to sacrifice anything for him because it worth it. "you look so beautiful," he whisper when he was done drying the hair. "thanks," i smile then stood up. "so what am i gonna wear? i asked while he hugged me so tight to him. "not too soon Bianca, it been long we had s*x," he whisper to my ears making me shiver. "you're talking as if we are married couple," i rolled my eyes. "i want you Bianca just this once.. please," he pleaded holding the tip of the towel on my body. Our lips were locked and he slowly push me to the bed romancing every part of my body. This the second time am doing this and i don't want Gary to think he can just have me at anytime he want, i didn't plan for any of this but the love i have for him push me to do this, i love him and i just want to give him all of me if that will make him happy and also to stick with me all through. . We cuddle each other under the blanket after making love, i stare at Gary and he kissed my forehead. "i love you and i promise not to leave you," he smile while i just nodded, i wasn't feeling too excited about what we did, mom will be so disappointed if she get to know this what i always did with Gary. At first she doesn't like the fact that i have a boyfriend but i pleaded with her to accept us because Gary is a nice guy. "you don't look happy is it about your dad? he asked "no.. am just confused Gary. We shouldn't be doing this," i mutter. "doing what? he asked. "having s*x! i yelled then got down from the bed, i was only in my pant and bra i quickly put on my uniform. "are you regretting it? he asked is voice sounded so sad. "am not but this isn't right" "it just twice we did it and why are you looking as if i disgust you now," "no Gary... you shouldn't think this way. Am not used to all these. I love you so much and that's the reason why i gave you all of me, am just scared of heart break, am scared you might leave me someday and go out to blab to your friends how you screw me on your bed, i have seen and read that from different teenagers in relationships and you can't blame me if i feel this way towards you," i said. "you should know me by now. I love you Bianca and i mean every word am saying right now. If it's up to me and my parents they will gladly give us their blessing and we can get married right away so we can f**k anytime we want. You're mine Bianca and i will make sure you end up being mine and mine alone, i love you," he pulled me closer and hugged me. "i love you too," i mutter I hope Gary has the right intentions for me because i don't know how am gonna cope if he should ever leave me. I love him so much, so very much and i will do anything for him... I glance at the wall clock and notice it 5pm already. "mom should be home by now, so i need to go," i said " i will drive you home," "you don't need to," "i have to," he insisted while i nodded. "thanks," i smile, he clasped our hands together and we walked outside...