Tears

First of all, I wanted to thank you for giving this story a chance it literally means the world to me. But I also wanted to clarify a few things before continuing on this journey. English is not my first language, however, I do try my best for all those who only speak English because l want them to have the same opportunity to get involved in the story. Therefore, the story will have grammatical errors and I apologize for that. Another thing I wanted to clarify is the content of the story. This story has content for +18 because the scenes can contain adult content (s*x, drugs, abuse, violence, prostitution, etc.). The unique purpose of the scenes is for the development of the characters and the events of the story. With this, I do not intend to promote any type of violence or abnormal behavior in the readers. I believe that each of us must be responsible for our actions and bear the consequences of our decisions. With all that being said, we can get started. Enjoy!. Charon POV  Can it be possible that our ambitions can be stronger than desire itself? If you ask me, maybe I would have no answer. We cannot pretend to be innocent in front of opaque situations where l can act as if nothing happened, although the reality is completely different. I am Charon Novelette the dreamer who one day ended up being collapsed to a life full of cruelty and evilness without further ado. I am lost in every way you can imagine. The only thing I dreamed about was denied for me and now what I want is something that I cannot have. Maybe l would like to explore new places and find better opportunities, but they are no longer available options when you find yourself lost. The lifestyle is not the one that tells you that you are right or wrong, but the one that reflects your sad reality. ******************************************************* I am very excited, it is my last day of High School. During the holidays I plan to go out with my best friend and her group to celebrate that we have already promoted. It is a very important step for us to be successful. To be honest my friend lives in a better economic situation than mine and we always wanted to go to the same university. I applied to several universities but the only one that interests me is the University of Fine Arts in GrowthTown. I know that it is a university that has students from all over the world, and it is very expensive. Apparently, It's an unattainable dream for someone who isn't even middle class like me. My name is  Charon Novelette, I am 17 years old and my home is an orphanage. According to what l know, my mother did not want me because I was the product of a r**e, so she left me there. They have taken good care of me, but when I turn 18 I must leave, that is the law. For that reason, my applications for scholarships cover my stay at the universities. I must wait for the final decisions of each one to see my chances, although I am hoping for the best. Today I am waiting for my friend Luna to go see a job that her father offered me so that I can have a little money when the time to leave comes. Luna told me that all I have to do is check that the editors finish the orders on time for the Editorial. Since I was a little girl I always have been fascinated by art, it is one of my passions and let my imagination make creations that for many are absurd but in my opinion, are wonderful pieces of art. Only a few will understand what I am talking about. "Charon, they are waiting for you outside". I heard the voice of Maria, one of the orphanage supervisors yelling outside the door." I'm coming, almost ready". I said hurrying up and grabbing my bag. When I was outside, Luna was already with her father in the car waiting for me. They have always made me feel like family, and over time made me feel very fond of them. Mr. Whistle basically owns an empire, his businesses are heavily based on commerce, among other things. All the new clothes I wear are for Luna's charity, she treats me like her little sister. She is the only child of her parents and also does not have a mother since Ms.Whistle died while giving birth. However, she has a stepbrother, l heard he is handsome and elegant but I have never met him in person before nor do I know him. Every time I ask about him, Luna evades the subject. She says that he is bad and that she shouldn't even show me the type of person he is because it's no a big deal. Maybe l will have the chance to meet him one day or maybe not. "Well girls, we are here". Mr. Whistle said stopping the car in front of our destination. "Wow, this is incredible". I gasp spell bounded by the giant building that was in front of my eyes. Everything was crystal clear and luxurious like it was taken out from a movie. " Wait until we get inside". Luna said smiling from ear to ear living my mouth open. As we got out of the car, we walked to reception. The assistant was very kind, and as I am going to be a member of the staff I had to have an ID to have access to the building. She took a photo of my face and in less than two minutes I had the ID in my hands. Even the material feels expensive. I don't know how to describe it, I feel independent and that I'm finally growing up. "It's this way, Chery". Luna said taking my hand and guiding me through the long corridors until we reached the part where I would be working for the next few months." This will be my place ?". I asked pointing to a luxurious office full of graphics and many things beyond imagination. "Yeah, I hope you feel at home". Mr. Whistle said. > I thought. "Thank you so much sir for giving me this great opportunity". I said very kindly showing appreciation on my face to Mr. Whistle. "You're welcome Charon, you've always been like family. You have guided my daughter along good paths, even though there is a difference of age between the two of you". He said politely. "On the contrary sir, it is a pleasure for me to be friends with such an incredible person as Luna". l answered immediately without regrets. "Well, Luna will show you the entire Editorial so that you are well aware of how it works; especially your workspace". He said before leaving us.   It is obvious that for a successful businessman who owns an empire is normal to have a very tight schedule. That is my dream one day, to become a great businesswoman that everyone feared by all to where I stand. But for that, I have to work hard day and night. We went through many areas; one of critics and reviews, edition, book trailers, writing, and finally one of graphics which will be in my charge. The place where those wonderful art creations are made on a book cover and so much more that leave a reader speechless. "Here is your little workspace Chery. Said my friend Luna very excited. She makes me happy when l am sad."Do you actually call this small? are you crazy? this is about the size of two rooms in the orphanage". l sad looking around to the fancy place and all the details in there. "Well, my father said that tomorrow you can start installing if you want and so on Monday you have everything ready". She commented trying to sound more like a formal ."Ok, it's fine".I said giving her a tender hug. "We have to get ready in a few hours, remember that today there is a party to which we must go". Said Luna super anxious with a slight of excitement in her eyes." Which party?". I asked looking at her confused. The truth is that I never find out anything if it is not for my friend. I'm not popular nor do I have money, so it's like I don't exist for the rich society at school. "Marc Biancel organized a party at the nightclub, we must go because we are invited and besides you hardly ever leave the orphanage to hang out with me or my friends". Luna said with a bored expression. >>. " Hell no! I don't feel like I'm going, also I haven't asked for permission yet". I said hoping that she would stop bothering me, but it didn't work, she kept insisting on me." Come on, don't be mean to your friend. Look, thanks to me you have a very good job for the summer". She snorted with disgust. "So now you're going to charge me for this? I didn't ask for it and you know it." I said a little upset about it. "Chery, my dad gave me permission but only with the condition that you accompany me, otherwise I'm not going, but I want to go". Luna expressed pleading with an innocent girl's face and I couldn't refuse to go with her. "'You know that when you make that face I can't say no; it's my weakness". I said serious, but at the same time smiling. "That's my weapon against your nagging mom armor". Luna huffed with a smile of victory over me. Luna drove us to her house after l gave noticed that l would be late tonight. They permitted me because I'm graduating, so it's my valid excuse for my getaway. "Chery you must hurry or else we will arrive at dawn". Luna yelled at me as I kept hiding in the bathroom, the outfit she chose for me shows much more than it should. It was a short silky dress that nodded a lot to my female figure. It is electric blue in color and has many highlights that make someone's presence more apparent in a low-light environment, in this case, would be me because l am the one who is wearing it. "Luna, don't you have something less provocative?". I squealed a little embarrassed."Less provocative! What do you mean? That is the most covered thing that I have unless you want to go dressed with the curtains of my room and a few sheets on top, so you will be well protected from all eyes". Luna said in a funny tone trying to control her laugh. "It's not funny huh!". I buffet with a smile just imagining how crazy I would look dressed up like that. I'd probably be mistaken with a ghost, although it would be nice to scare the s**t out of those jerks."Oh come on Chery!, you gotta show them your beauty. She said with a husky tone. "You know I don't want boyfriends because they just want to f**k me". I replied with a serious tone as if it was the most obvious thing. "Well, they are not guilty of admiring the curves that make you older than you are. You have to understand, you can't evade them all the time, they are human beings like you and me and they have preferences too". She added. "Fine, I'll go out ok". I said trying to finish the conversation that bothers me so much about guys. Even walking in this outfit felt super uncomfortable. I look like 25 when I'm barely 17. That's a lot, but I do everything so that they let us get inside the club and for my friend who I know is dying to see the i***t Marc Biancel. I don't know what she sees on him, because apart from being brainless, he is very annoying like kind of a pain in the ass. I think my friend applies that theory of "Opposites attract." "You look so sexy and tasty". Luna said without taking her eyes off me like one of those drug addicts when they feel the effect of cocaine for the first time."Don't see me like that, or you'll make me suspicious". I said laughing. She blushed and her face was a red tomato representation. "Don't say that, you know I'm not a lesbian stupid!. `` But one thing l will tell you, if I were a man, I would f****d you with or without your consent and I would also gladly pay for my crime with no hesitation at all".She replied. "Shut up dumb ass". I said hitting her on the head." Auchh, that hurts". She screeched, hitting me back. "Well, girls that's enough games for today, it's time to take y'all before I regret it. Mr. Whistle said leaning against the door frame.  >. l thought before we walked out.