Falling for That Badboy

He's drinking again. Ilang beses 'ko ba siyang dapat sabihan na wag nang uminom? Ganun ba talaga katigas ang ulo nito para hindi pakinggan ang payo ko? Napailing na lang ako, bago tuluyang tumayo mula sa ino-okupa 'kong table at naglakad palapit sa kinaroroonan niya. Malayo palang, nakikita 'ko nang lasing na lasing na siya habang tinutungga ang isang bote ng beer. Shete! Balak niya 'bang mamatay? Mas binilisan ko pa ang paglakad, hanggang sa marating 'ko ang kinaroroonan niya at malakas na inagaw ang bote ng beer na tinutungga niya. Napahinto siya sa ginawa ko, bago tuluyang nag-angat nang paningin. This guy... Agad naman niya akong pinaningkitan ng mata, na animo'y kinikilala niya kung sino ako, at nang mukhang nakilala niya na ako mabilis niyang pilit na inagaw sakin ang bote ng beer---na pilit ko rin namang inilalayo. “s**t! G-give that damn beer to me!”pilit na sabi niya habang inaagaw ang beer mula sakin. Itinaas ko naman ang mga kamay ko, at dahil nakaupo siya, hindi niya iyon maabot-abot at magawang agawin mula sa akin. “Stay! Don't dare to take it away from me.”may halong diin at inis sa boses na tugon ko. Ilang beses na niyang ginawa ang bagay na 'to! At naiinis na ako! Napupuno na ako! Lihim 'kong ikinagaan ng pakiramdam ng makinig ito, at tumahimik. Hindi na rin siya nagpumilit 'pang agawin sakin ang bote ng beer. Sa halip, nakayuko na lang ito sa upuan nito at tahimik. Thank god! Kahit isang beses palang, nagawa niya ring sundin ang sinabi ko. I blow a loud breath, as i put the bottle of beer above the table--inches away from him. “Why do you keep on doing this? Why do you keep on drinking and drowning yourself with liquor? Are you informed that too much liquor is harmful for the body? Gosh! Simula elementary tinuturo na 'yan pero mukhang sayo nakalimutan 'yang sabihin ng teacher mo.” pagalit na asik ko sa kanya, habang nakapamewang at nanlilisik ang tinging ibinabato sa kanya. “Shut up.” he hissed, while his teeth keeps on gritting. Imbes na makaramdam ng takot, mas nakaramdam ako ng inis sa kanya. “I will not shutting up if you keep on drinking and harming yourself. Bakit ka ba nagkakaganyan? Ano 'bang problema mo at parang ang laki ng galit mo sa mundo? Sa school, lagi kang nakikipagbasag-ulo. Sa labas naman palagi ka 'ring nasasangkot sa gulo. Saan ka ba dapat nilulugar? Dapat sayo kinukulong dun sa lugar na hindi ka makakapanakit at hindi ka din masasaktan.”mahabang sermon ko naman sa kanya, bago umirap sa ere at pinapaypayan ang sarili gamit ang mga kamay ko. Shocks! Nag-iinit ang ulo ko ah! I heard him chuckled, as he lift his head again to look at me. Then, he smirk. "“Ano 'bang pakialam mo? You're nothing. You were just a freaking and stupid school mate of mine. Don't f-cking care about me!.” I felt my heart twitched in pain because of what he said, but i ignored it. Sanay na akong makarinig ng ganyang salita mula sa kanya. And like him, hindi ako magsasawang paulit ulit na sabihin sa kanya ang nararamdaman ko. “Hep! You're wrong Mister! I am not just a school mate of yours, i am your classmate--specifically your seatmate. And also, i am one of those hundreds stalkers--rather admirers you have. That's it. That explains that i can't obey your last sentence, i can't just ignore you and stop showing care for you. You are important to me.”mahaba 'kong tugon dito, bago ito malapad na nginitian. Nowadays, being a shy girl is nowhere to be found. Kung gusto 'mong ipaalam sa taong gusto mo ang nararamdaman mo, then you better have the courage to tell him/ her. Hindi 'yong mag-aantay ka sa plano ni Destiny at Cupid. You should move, just like what i did. I confessed to him. It may be improper, but atleast he take that risk of confessing her feelings to him. I stopped the long speech in my head when i heard a baritone voice chuckling. Napatitig ako sa lalaking ito na nagiging dahilan ng mabilis na pagtibok ng puso ko--he's chuckling. Ano na naman kayang nasa isip nito? “Care to tell me why are you chuckling?”i asked. His eyes landed on mine, he stared at me while his lips is smirking. “Admirer huh? You're my admirer?”napapantastikuhang tanong nito sa akin. I can't stop myself from rolling my eyes at him. “Duh. Bingi ka ba? Kakasabi ko lang diba? Geez! Ganyan ba epekto ng kalasingan?”i mumbled, annoyingly. “Partly yes.”he answered. I rolled my eyes again. “We'll, whatever! Ang mahalaga ngayon, ay makauwi ka na. Masyado nang gabi. You need to rest. C'mon!”pag-aaya ko naman dito, but he keep on resisting and pushing me away. “Don't touch me.”he keeps on saying, while his hand are keeping us from touching him. “Only one person can touch me. And that's Gail. She will be very very angry at me if she caught me cheating on her. Go away! Leave me the f-ck alone! Go away. Shoo!”nakayukong saad nito, habang ang mga kamay nito ay pilit na tinutulak ako palayo. It hurts me. Really. But i'm used to this.. His broken, and i should understand him. Nasa moving on stage palang ito, mula nang hiwalayan ito ni Gail. And according to some movied i had watched, and novels i have read, na nafo-fall ang isang lalaki sa babaeng mag-aalo dito at magpapakita ng concern at halaga. And that's what i am doing. Nagpapakatanga para sa pag-ibig. I may sound desperate, but at least i did something to win his heart. This is how i love him. This is how i show my love for Luke Andre Ignacio. The badboy who stole my heart, and i'm hoping that someday, he will accept it fully, and love me back. That is the silent wish i had, since i realized i'm falling to that badboy. *** A/N: Falling Series #1 Luke and Ryleige Lovestory. Please support! Thank you! -MP