The pain spreads insidiously through my body. When I saw the blood, my brain understood what had just happened, and every nerve ending seems to react in response. I feel myself burning hot, then freezing cold, and ugly shivers shake my wounded muscles. I had no idea such suffering was possible. I can’t even think anymore. I slowly flutter my eyelids. I hadn’t even realized they were closed, but at the same time, they’re so heavy. I feel myself being carried away by a current I can’t resist. And I don’t even want to. “You can’t do this, Vanessa! Stay awake!” My heart calms as I clutch my fingers around Michael’s T-shirt. “…hear… I… not… like this… Vanessa! Vanessa!” His voice sounds so far away. Like a mirage. His hand leaves my stomach, then frames my face. He says something I hear

