My heart lodges so deep in my throat that I feel like I might just vomit the organ out. The sight of him after not seeing him for three years was more intense than I thought. He looks better than I could have ever imagined. Tall, lean, muscles straining his t-shirt, but not in the overly exposed kind of way. He shaved his head so his hair doesn't fall into his eyes now but the look suits him. What doesn't suit him is the scowl on his face and the hatred in his eyes that he has for me. I was prepared for that much at least.
Somewhat.
After giving myself the ultimate pep talk to come and register for classes here at Hamilton High the other day, after unpacking the few boxes I had brought with me to my little studio apartment I managed to find, I surely thought that since it was such a huge
