UNSAID WORDS: HER DAILY JOURNAL

Hello readers. (Well, if there will be someone who will read this.) Well.. this is my open journal. So, please bear this in mind that this not a fiction. Guess what. It is already 2024, but there is no improvement in myself. Unless on the fact that I got a boyfriend last year. This morning, I got woke up late... nope, not that late, I woke up exactly 6:30. Because I hanged our wet clothes of my older sis and I .. since we washed it yesterday at night. After that, I ate breakfast and I heard outside that my sister and my other cousins will go on outing. And unshockingly. I'm not invited. Instead, they invited their friends. Well, it's not the first time. Not a breaking news. They hate me. Maybe because I am boring. unemployed. unworthy. and boring. It hurt me. of course. who will not? When my mom heard that they will go on outing. She asked me that if I will go too. I said 'nope. they didn't invited me...' The time they will off to go, my mom our sis if I was going too. And she said that she didn't know. basically, she didn't want me to come. am I that unlikable? am I that boring?