Phoemela
I've been having weird feelings especially when Marcus left a week after I gave birth.
He left with Daddy for a business deal. And I resented it. I resented that Marcus was not with me and our babies.
My mom accompanied me at home as she taught me how to properly tend to the twins.
Ako naman ay highly emotional lately. Nalukungkot ako at naiinis dahil umalis si Marcus at nakakaramdam ako ng paranoia na iniwan niya ako kung kelan kailangan ko siya.
I mean, parenting is a big thing. And he promised me that we would deal with this together.
Pero nasaan siya ngayon?
I felt sad, bitter, and afraid. I wad afraid to touch our babies as soon as we got home. I was afraid of the future.
What if hindi ako sapat para sa aking mga anak? What if hindi ko kaya gampanan ang pagiging isang
