The Affair Revenge

Chapter 11

Eve

A few days passed by and I was still wondering whether or not I should find out the truth. I mean, do I really want to find out that after all these years. That my husband and best friend is having an affair. I'm not even fully sure I'm ready for any of this. I don't know what I actually have in plan for this. What am I supposed to do anyway? Should I just confront her, and tell her to stop seeing my husband? Should I tell Mark about it and tell him to stay faithful to just me, for now on. Do I want to keep fighting for my marriage? Maybe I should just tell her to keep him for herself. And I would be more than happy to leave them alone. I'll divorce Mark and start all over with my life. F*** that sounds like f***en h***, all of it does. I mean, do I really want to start over? I'm already in my late 20's, almost 30's. The dating poll at this age isn't promising. Thinking all of this over, one main question comes to mind. "Do I really want to go back and talk to his mistress?"

We already gave him a chance to tell us the truth. And he just lied right in our face. He got mad at us and demanded we let it go. Let a f***en disobeying child.

What if she is just some psycho client of his that just got obsessed with him? What if I just have all this all wrong? I don’t want to be the one to ruin our marriage. I want to believe he can trust me. I mean I have trusted him all this time. And he never gave me a reason to think he's cheating until now.

If she was a crazy client. Why didn’t he just tell you that. Why lie to you? A trusting husband would have no reason to lie to his wife. Not unless he has something he is hiding from you, in the first place. You can't keep protecting him and his lies. You're just gonna hurt yourself more in the end.

I just don’t know what I would do once she tells me about their affair. What if their in love and all.

One step at a step, right?

Yeah, you are right brain. We will take it one step at a time. Maybe she doesn’t even know he’s married. He probably lied to her too.

Of course, he lied to her. Whatever story he has told her. It’s all lies.Thats all he is good at doing, is lying. Just cause he is d*** good, cute looking and has that f***ing smile. He can just lie to whoever, to just get whatever he wants.

“Oh my god, what if she knows!” Speaking out loud to myself. Jumping right out of bed at the thought of it.

Oh my god, what if she knew this whole time? And she just wanted him all to herself. Maybe that is why he has been gone for so long. All because of her.

*sigh*

Laying back down onto the bed and throwing one of my fluffy pink pillows onto my face, as I screamed at it. Letting the burning feeling fill my lungs.

No, she didn’t seem like one of those women. She was way too d*** nice to be sleeping with a married man.

Lets just face it. We married a lying scambag of a player. And it was and has now ruined us.

*AAHAHAHHA* with the pillow still over my face. I let out another scream. But this time a louder one in frustration. "I just can’t believe this s*** right now." Saying to myself, letting my breathing calm down. After another hour laying in bed. Just thinking about all this nonsense may or may not be real. And, of course, playing on my phone, checking up on all the updates of other peoples people's lives. Just scrolling though the feeds of every social medial I have. I just see the same things over and over again. All the happy couples and smiling with each other. Enjoy their time together and going out on a date nights and such. Then there's the single people. There are single people who works way too much and it is just their life. Calling their work their baby. They went to college for years, right after high school. And now they got their dream job, house, car and more. Some are bragging about it online and others are just grateful to succeed their growth.Good for them, their happy at least.

Then there's the other single people who are sad about dating and can’t find no one there. Saying all the good men are taken. That their gay or either married. Even though they're out all night with their friends just staring at the cute guys and not even trying to go up to them. Like girl, just be happy a guy ain’t trying to make you sad. You are doing it all yourself. And for what? Nothing. You don’t need no men. Be happy with yourself for a while. Love yourself. You really don't want a man to come any f*** up everything, just because they know their good looking and know how to make you feel good for a good minute.Yeah no, GOOD BYE! And let's not forget those single people who want a relationship and who also hate them too. They are always saying all these hateful things about why you shouldn’t date, like MEN ARE DOGS, WOMEN JUST WANT MONEY. They are the most confusing people out there. They either telling you to stay single and enjoy life, that no man is gonna make you happy. Or they gonna tell you that you have got to settle down and just find a man who will deal with you and all your s***. Always saying that you’re not getting any younger.

Can’t we just get pay to stay at home as a potato? And don’t have to deal with anyone. Like just us and no men. No friends either. I don’t hear their drama and all.

No, we can just stay home, and we barely have friends now. All our friends are Marks friends too.

Whatever, let's just get out of the bed and get on with this day. It had already got all sad.

*sigh loud*

I threw the pillow off my face and back onto the bed.Lets see how today goes.Finally building up the energy to get out of my comfy bed. I take a quick shower and get dressed. It was a little late to have breakfast as I slept in through it. Which I hardly ever do at all. I would rather be doing things than lie in bed all day.I know what you must be thinking. As a stay-at-home wife, I should lazy most of the day. Sleep in whenever I like as must as I like. But that's not me.I went ahead and did my routine chores of the house to start of my day. To be honest, cleaning the house actually relaxes me. It's my one happy place. When I'm upset about something, all I need to do is clean up and I feel so much better. Like I cleansed my aura. I know I am weird, but I kind of grew up learning that a clean house is a woman’s peace. And that is, I can’t just leave a load of laundry in the dry without putting it away. I can not leave a pile of dirty dishes in the sink. And I mostly can not have long grass. I just can’t stand long grass. And then when it's wet from the rain, oh god no. I try to cut my grass once a week. Normally, every Wednesday I go out and cut the grass, water the flowers, and make sure the porch is nice and clean as well.

Ugh a clean house finally. We haven’t cleaned since that day we ran into HER.

Yes, I know, but I need to sort things out. Just get my mind into the right place before my whole world crumbles.

I know i felt us about to have a break down.

I don’t want to be in the dark any more than I am. I don't want to go dark either.

Why don’t we take a drink and go and find this s*** out. It's better to know it now than later. That way we can mess up his face for being a liar.

Okay, two drinks and we will go see Cami.

Here here to not no more taking his s***. We are not 17 anymore. We can do it on our own. F*** you Mark!

It has just been a long, long time since it was just me.

How about that break up in college?

Well, we only break up for a week. And I just miss him like crazy.

We had our first big fight. It was over nothing really. We went to the same college and we lived in a dorm. I would normally meet Mark up for study time by 1:45pm .It was the only time we both had free. But it was mid-term week and this one class was killing me. I was struggling for most of the class. So I would met up with a few classmates to help all of us out. I was just glad I wasn’t the only one struggling. It was nearly a holiday week. I don’t remember which one. And everyone went out before mid terms came up. And only me and this one guy were still around. So we still made up to help each other out. Mark had forgotten about my arrangements and came barraging into our sessions all crazy talking. This is when I first saw him so angry. We weren’t in a private place at all. We were completely out in the open outside the campus. We were just laying down on the grass, studing. But to Mark that wasn’t good in his eyes. He came stomping in the middle of our session yelling at me about how I was a lair and assumed that I was cheating on him with this guy from class. I tried to calm Mark down and tell him how crazy he was. But the next thing I knew, my classmate put a hand on his shoulder to just tell him to relax. But it triggered some kind of rage in Mark. His eyes went dark and full of jealousy. And Mark just beat the living h*** out of the guy. It took 3 big guys to pull Mark off him. I just yelled at him to meet me in my dorm to talk about it after I apologised to my classmate for Mark's behaviour. I wasn't scared of Mark, I was more scared of what he would have done if those guys had never come to pull Mark off.

After meeting Mark, I just told him it was over. I didn't want to be with some jealous guy who can trust me and who lets his anger take over. I didn't need more problems than I already had. Told him he was being crazy and needed to learn to trust me and be more open with his feelings. He needs time to work on things. We both just needed some space really. Mark hated this idea and threw a fit. But after arguing about it, he just asked for me to wait for him. To let me see that he can do better, to be better for me and our future. I agree, and after a week I saw a change in him. So I took him back, and now here we are. 10 years later, and I feel like I have a whole other issue with Mark now.

Yeah, here we are, about to find out if after all this time. Is Mark having an affair with Cami? And for how long?

I don't know, but we will find out, one way or another.